losing another friend is not cool indeed... but at least... he got to spend the rest of his life in a country that he loves so much... but i didn't get to meet him there in time..
things always come so sudden and unexpected... but i guess that's what you call life... if everything is laid out in advance... there'd be nothing interesting or rather... nothing worth anticipating..
thanks for the time together...
Unknown "ar je" Loyal - 15 years, 2 months, 23 days ago

so things have been picking up lately... nothing is perfect... but at least i'm pretty happy~ hm... i dunno~ lolz
Unknown "ar je" Loyal - 15 years, 9 months, 12 days ago

well.... things did eff me up after all....
i'm cursed, CURSE i tell you...
dammit... why can't things smooth out a little....
no drama... nth really to consider aside from work work work... at least i'll know what's up or work....
i don't know what to do anymore
Unknown "ar je" Loyal - 16 years, 1 month, 10 days ago

omg... things are slowly getting more chaotic.... lots of temptations... and from history i know that it's all gonna eff me up in the end.. so what's the point of anything?
one thing that i've been successful in is distrust and lies....
i'm still not learning what i should... still the menace....
Unknown "ar je" Loyal - 16 years, 1 month, 15 days ago

my antidote..? I run into him before tragedy, and he comes and visit me after... does he bring trouble or is he an antidote... I cannot tell.. but all I wish right now is to not dig myself into another bottomless pit.... once.... twice... however many times I have already been in one was scary enough...
what should I do??
Unknown "ar je" Loyal - 16 years, 2 months ago