why can’t you hear me?
why can’t you see me?
why won’t you listen to me?
why won’t you talk to me?
why don’t you care about me?
why won’t you even look my way?

for all the pain and rejection you sent my way
all i can say is…
nothing…
i’ve become dead to numb to speak

whenever i think of you i start to cry…
cry my eyes out
why did you do that to me?
i never hurt you
never even thoguht of it
so why?
all i ask is… why?

Unknown "teddy bear" - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

Take out the picture blow off the dust
Take off the frame it’s starting 2 rust
Remember the timez we had together
What happened 2 bein Best Friends Forever
Unknown "teddy bear" - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

Tainted

Tained water flows throught the river

Like blood throught my vains

something so pure can only be dreamt of

tainted, pure bloody water

i know not what i am more what i have become however my heart still beats

therefore i am alive

and will continue to live…

Unknown "teddy bear" - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

“ In My Mind I Paint a Picture “

In my mind my thoughts are twisted.
One thought as painful as a thousand words.
Nothing can amount to the pain I feel.
Everything is out of my grasp.
I paint a picture of my life in dark Ink.
I wonder if I will ever be accepted for who and what I have become.

Unknown "teddy bear" - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago