Unknown "All Heart X" Cheeky - 16 years, 9 months, 13 days ago

Unknown "All Heart X" Cheeky - 16 years, 9 months, 19 days ago

Omg!! I gave birth to Garry 1 week ago now and it seems like just yesterday I can't believe it's already been 1 week!

Ok little bit bout my baby!

Well he smiles (tho they say that aint really him smilin) but I know it is he holds them for long enough.. n when I see him smile it makes me smile and feel so proud to be his mum!.

Garry is a great baby, never crys unless im changin him he hates being moved.. he's starting to get used to havin baths which is good cause he aint movin around so much when i'm tryin to wash him lol.. Garry sleeps all night really, except he gets up for a 4am feed then he's up for 7 - 7:30am.. which I think is great.. tho sometimes I do still feel tired.. He will wake up bang on 12am tho.. he has his own wee routen.

Ohh he can hold his own head has been doing so since day 1 obviously not for long.. but he picks it up him self which I find is amazin for his age..

I noticed today that he has grown a little bit so hopefully in the next 2 weeks i'll be able to fit him into Newborn baby clothes instead of Early baby lol..

I thought it would be really hard to deal with a baby on my own but its much easier than I thought and I'm loving every moment of it.. and the amount of love one person can have in their heart for someone so small is unbelieveable..

*shuts up now* lol.
Unknown "All Heart X" Cheeky - 16 years, 9 months, 21 days ago

A little girl and her father were crossing a bridge.
The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter:
"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said:
"No, Dad. You hold my hand."
"What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father.

"There's a big difference," replied the little girl.
"If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go."

In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...


Unknown "All Heart X" Cheeky - 16 years, 10 months, 3 days ago

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Unknown "All Heart X" Cheeky - 16 years, 10 months, 3 days ago