i’ve come to realize

i dont have to be the peron everyone else wants me to be. im content being ME. im a lil confused..a lil out there..a lil awkward...a lil silly...but you know what? none of that bothers me. i accept myself for who i am. and sometimes i find people who do the same. but there’s so many more that want me to change. if my way of life, mentality, religious beliefs, etc bother you or offend you, im deeply sorry but i dont care. i have integrity. and im proud of that. my pirecings, my scars, my tattoos, my cothing, my hair, my vernacular, thats all me. take it or leave it. you can either love me or hate me. if you hate me you aren’t worth my damn time anyway. i’m learning the art of paitence..its quite a virtue. i’m not a mean person unless i have to be but im also not a fucking push over. and anyoe who has treated me that way...its not going to happen again. i am a strong person. i’ve ben trough way mor than people realize and i can handle anything thats trown my way. i don’t need someone to tell me how to live, or think, or dress. i don’t need people who use me. i dont need friends that only come around when they want something or its convienent to them. fuck you. thats not friendship. i dont need people who are skeptical. i dont need people who tell me im wrong for leaving my ex and judge my parenting skills based on a stupid court agreement. regardless i love my son. he is my everything, karmas a bitch and his dad will soon realize that. i’m not perfect and you know what at least i admit it. i dont walk around with my damn nose in the air acting like my shit doesn’t stink, maybe it was how i was riased. i try to treat others how i want to be treated. if im a bitch to you then you probably really deserve it. i admit i have some aggression, but i’m learning to outlet it. i’m not an angry person anymore and im not mad at the world. ifinally found some inner peace..finally. no im not 100 % happy... but at least im content.negativity leads to nowhere. i wish more people understood that. maybe one day they will. but anyway i’ve spoken my mind. and thats all.

Unknown "Vicious Lover" Loyal - 16 years, 8 months, 16 days ago

a true friend stabs you from the front-oscar wilde
Unknown "Vicious Lover" Loyal - 16 years, 8 months, 18 days ago

my bf dumped me year ago ...im really into roller derby currently and i love photography. ima slacker with no job...hopefully that changes soon. im sick of being broke..my current "relationship" is very complicated...and im just wanting to meet new people
Unknown "Vicious Lover" Loyal - 16 years, 8 months, 18 days ago