I've been watching 'Save the last dance 2' today and it's changing my life a little. :) I found that I want to dance:D.. Honestly, it's art. And it's way better to dance than do nothing during my hols. :P
Unknown "Pixie" Loving - 16 years, 6 months, 19 days ago

ohh.. another one lol.. but that's written by me. Yet again, aged 17.. xD and it's not even finished..maybe i'll finish it today.

You used to tell me that I won't make it far
You used to ask me what am I doing with that old guitar
You always underestimated me
But now you see how great my life can be
Were you always so unsupportive to me?
So now you know how far I can go..
All you had to do was to believe in me.

Ch:
When I doubted in me
You were never ever there
when I needed your help
then you just didn't care

Bridge:
now you're saying that I'm doing great
but your words they sound so fake
take your lousy words with you
because it's the best thing you can do.
these lyrics suck and so do you
but it's a lot of feelings that i've been through because of you.


II
I used to believe that I won't make it far
I used to dream of walking on the stars
...it ends here lol... i'm trying to get it complete.

Seems like I've found my way
If it works out alright, I'll stay
I don't care about what you say anymore


lol..


Unknown "Pixie" Loving - 16 years, 11 months, 2 days ago

Haha!! i've been sorting my notebooks and stuff that dates back to when I was 17 lol.. and I found these lyrics which were written by me & my then bandmate and best friend Rita lol.. They're funny but kinda offensive - I guess she wanted to get that off her chest and I helped her a bit lol:D

Is that all
you can do
you think it's funny
when you suck spaghetti
with your nose
so i suppose
you can fart with your ears
you can growl like Britney Spears
and your disgusting breath
caused your girlfriends death
you can't even change
you'll always be the same
you are really lame
you caused my sickness
you cause my stress
i'm gonna kick your ass
i'm gonna shut your face
find another place
to eat peoples nerves
eat nerds
or something
you don't like girls
i know it
no matter what you say
i know you're gay
so get away
from my way...

---

ohh dear, i guess we were angry punk kids lol xD seems very funny now lol.
Unknown "Pixie" Loving - 16 years, 11 months, 2 days ago

Paramore's "Crushcrushcrush" is rather inspirational :D
Unknown "Pixie" Loving - 16 years, 11 months, 13 days ago

Vahel ma mõtlen, et kui kõik oleks lihtsam
kas siis oleks maailmas parem?
Vahel ma tahan unustada pahelist ilma.
Kuidas küll suudaksin?

Elu on ilus ja elu on lill..
Seda teavad vist kõik.
Kuid kas sellist elu me tahtsime?
Ilmselt ei ole see meie tahtmistega üldse seotud.
Kapitalismi vaim ja protestantlik eetika.
Suurepärane asendusaine,
kõigele, mis masendab ja millest aru ei saada.
Uskuge mind, ma tean, mida see tähendab.
Kui ollakse üksi ja kedagi ei vajata.
Aga ühel hetkel muutub kõik ja siis vaatad,
et oih, nüüd jäin sellest ja sellest ja veel sellestki võimalusest ilma.

Grr... emotsioone on palju ja kõike ei saagi välja elada.
Aga oi kuidas tahaks.
The Wild Side of Me Is Trying To Get Out and Trash and Scream and Do Whatever it is to make it Count. Yeah.


Unknown "Pixie" Loving - 16 years, 11 months, 14 days ago