Well everyone, I was right. The bottom fell out. Tonight I told him that I wouldn't be contacting him anymore. I couldn't take it anymore. I'm a decent looking woman, and he wanted me to pursue him... I don't do that. I can't do that. After my past I can't go chasing after someone all the time who doesn't chase me too. I can't believe I put up with it as long as I did. I feel so foolish thinking that he actually cared about me. We had a ton in common and had great conversations, but he was not an affectionate person. I need affection. I need to be shown that a man desires me, I'm not saying hump my leg or something... but cuddle with me, kiss me, hug me. Is that so much to ask? I don't think so, and I refuse to accept anything less than what I believe I deserve.

So this weekend I'm going to do what every woman does when they just break up with someone... I'm going to go to the club and flirt with every decent looking man, and get so drunk I can't walk strait. PARTY ON!
Unknown "Gone" Uncertain - 16 years, 6 months, 28 days ago

Well no surprise here, nothing really big going on in my life right now. Still working both jobs, still tired all the time. Surprisingly enough I'm still seeing the same guy from almost 2 months ago. For anyone who really knows me, they know that's a huge thing. So far it's going well, no huge steps or anything... and I like that. No pressure, just hanging out and laughing and really enjoying each other's company. I guess I'll just have to wait and see for when the bottom drops out though.
Unknown "Gone" Uncertain - 16 years, 7 months, 8 days ago

Well it's been a really busy couple weeks. I've been running around crazy lately. Started seeing someone, nothing serious but it's nice to feel pretty sometimes. Other than that I've just been working a ton. I hate having 2 jobs.
Unknown "Gone" Uncertain - 16 years, 8 months, 10 days ago

OK I really hate Ohio weather. This sucks! My car is currently burried under a 4-5 foot snow drift! I had to shovel just so I could get out my back door! THIS IS BS! Gotta love cheap labor though, I'm currently paying some young kid $25 to shovel my whole driveway haha.
Unknown "Gone" Uncertain - 16 years, 8 months, 22 days ago

Well today sucks, I've got a cold and I feel like crap. I need someone to come take care of me.
Unknown "Gone" Uncertain - 16 years, 8 months, 29 days ago