I'm back. I won't be online very often. But I'm here to say hi every now and then. I shouldn't have disappeared without any warning. It's sort of what I do though.

Updates in my life:
I'm a sophomore in college.
I am a hell of a lot happier than I ever was before.
I have a girlfriend who knows everything bad about me but still wants to be with me, and that's pretty amazing.
I still don't feel like I deserve any of this.
Unknown "<3 Amydarling" Nervous - 15 years, 11 months, 1 day ago

Surrender, written by Amy Simpson

Stony-faced, I unlatch, take a breath, open this door
and your smile shatters my firm resolve
warms the winter in my chest
and leaves me precisely where I vowed ne'er to return
lost in the magic of your eyes, your voice
your very presence sends me reeling back
repenting every oath uttered to move on, forget
and I forgive each wrong way you love me,
not enough to sooth the ache in my soul
which was pledged to you eons ago
when the Gods made me to do nothing more
than love you with however much of my heart you leave unbroken
not much, but what still remains leaps for you
even as your arms reach for an embrace that could never be enough
to satisfy this need to hold you.
In turmoil, I steady my treacherous hand to take one of yours...
I'd rather live this masochistic life with you
than an empty one without...
Unknown "<3 Amydarling" Nervous - 16 years, 2 months, 22 days ago

Love Affair - Copeland

Fell past a cheekbone hill
To a piece of her floor
The hope of the world
in an awkward spill

Oh she'd lie on her bed
and stare into harsh white light
and think that her heart's not right

'Cause love took her hand like a thief
took her heart like a robber
and the feelings that scare her
become her relief

Just let me run where I want to run
Just let me love who I want.
Just let me run where I want to run
Just let me love who I want.

In a flash a heart is slain
you have to ask in all this pain
Was your heart too soft?
Was your love in vain?

Was your kiss too weak?
Were your eyes too tight?
And much too young to be in love
Much too young to be in love

Just let me run where I want to run
Just let me love who I want.
(repeat twice)

There are no rules for this love
Just keep your head and don't give up
Like all the fools who play it smart.
Lose your head just for your
heart, just for your heart.
Unknown "<3 Amydarling" Nervous - 16 years, 3 months, 22 days ago

I wish I were more like the person I let you all think I am.
Unknown "<3 Amydarling" Nervous - 16 years, 3 months, 23 days ago

Head Over Heels - April McLean http://www.aprilmclean.com/music/

the stars are just a little brighter, up in the sky of velvet blue
the moon is just a little jealous ‘cause all that i can see is you
and everything is in slow motion, the moment that we kiss
well how could i have ever even dreamed it'd come to this?
and if i didn’t know better, i could swear i was head over heels in love

i can't pretend that i don't feel it when you walk in the room
something within me starts to quiver, something beneath me starts to move
and all that i can think of is how beautiful you are
as all my coping mechanisms swiftly fall apart
and if i didn't know better, i could swear i was head over heels in love

why should anyone like you like anyone like me?
this could change my life forever
something has brought us here together
yes, its love

the stars are just a little brighter
the moon is just a little jealous
and everything is in slow motion the moment that we kiss
and i guess this unexplained emotion’s just too strong to dismiss
well you’d think i would know better than to go and fall head over heels in love

but i guess its now or never...
so i confess i am head over heels in love
Unknown "<3 Amydarling" Nervous - 16 years, 4 months, 6 days ago