how can i say the words
if i cant get them right in my head
things are going crazy
my mind is spinning
nothings ever what its seems
i want to cry
but the tears wont fall
feelings are every where
nothing seems to be going right
i scream out my pain
but no one hears a thing
what do i have to do
to make people see
that im unhappy everyday
i cant sleep
its getting out of hand
i want to run
but my feet wont move
im so alone
im fading
happiness is not something
that i see
i hold sadness in my eyes
it never goes away
happiness is a facide
ive almost gotten just right
to the point that people never see
the truth behind everything
its darkness all the time
i havent seen the light
in many years
im starting to wonder what it feels like
is it bright
is it warm
is it everything people say it is
but only the darkness calls
it pulls me in
embracing my everything
i slipped into its arms
fading into its kiss
tell im nothing but the darkness myself
Unknown "MoreThanaCat" Emo - 16 years, 7 months, 15 days ago

she sits alone
its never dark
but she feels like it is
she hides behind her glowing smile
no one sees the truth
you think that you know everything about her
but you never thought to guess the truth
always thought you knew it
you wondered how she could hide it
this secret no one else knew
you were her best friend
only one she could always talk to
but she hid it all so well
you didnt know tell it was to late
that she felt that way
you blamed yourself
for not seeing it eariler
but how could you know under her glowing smile
that she was riding the edge
alway unhappy
you never knew the truth
couldnt know the truth
wished you could have helped her
but never got the chance
wishing you could go back
to see if you missed a little sign
but you cant its over
its done
shes gone
your alone
is it your turn?

Unknown "MoreThanaCat" Emo - 16 years, 7 months, 21 days ago

she walks away
you never see her
she knows that truth
but hides it away
she never talks
hides it all
you think shes hot
but never tell her
she walks in darkness
hides from the light
you never know her
only think that you do
its getting colder
but she never feels the chill
she hates herself
cuts out all the pain
its not getting better
shes fading away
and no one see it
one day the light might shine
but it might be to late
the darknesss is taking over
but you dont see
you never see
she's fadded away
Unknown "MoreThanaCat" Emo - 16 years, 8 months, 26 days ago