I'm taking just a moment to catch up.
Since I last wrote here, I have been kicked out of my house. moved with all my 4 roommates out of a huge 2 story victorian and into a small 3bedroom apartment.
My motorcycle was stolen...
I finished a semester of University. One left to go!!
i had three strange dreams.
#1- I am driving. the car in from of me has a wreck where it ran over a man walking across the street. I get out, want to help but the man is already dead. there is blood everywhere and his girlfriend is laying atop him crying and screaming. there is so much blood. so much screaming. END
#2 - a small black boy jumps in the back of a pickup AND into a sharp object. there is a hole in the top of his head. his parents are trying to look at him but i block them and tell them no because it would be too startling but I said that I would take care of it. He is still alive even though there is a hole in the top of his head out of which came a spinal bone somehow... Oh and he's been completely decapitated. I scream 911. ambulance arrives and by the time we get into the ambulance the boy has somehow become my ex boyfriend, Sam. we are riding in the ambulance. everytime we turn a corner, I am trying to hold his head on his neck so that it doesn't go rolling about the ambulance.
when arrive at the hospital there is no nurse in the emergency room. finally a blonde snobby woman walks out and tells us that we have to wait. I scream "His head. Is off. his shoulders!" She obviously doesn't care. I tell Sam I'm going to find something to help and leave. The hospital for some reason has a hotel attached. And all of my dirty laundry and some of my shoes are in this hotel room. I change clothes.. but then I can't find a matching pair of shoes. there is one strange shoe. the design pattern looks like a grape juice box. a knock comes at the door, and a woman tells me she left a shoe here. I give her the juicebox shoe.
I go back to the waiting room and Sam is still waiting! but now there are about 30 more people waiting there too! all ingured. the blond nurse is now talking to another nurse and not helping anybody. I start having a breakdown and leave. and go back to my hotel room/hospital room. when I arrive there is a package waiting for me. I open it and inside i see a dead flat face. I start crying, thinking that Sam has already died and they are sending me pictures. but then I notice that it isn't a picture. Its a small baby fetus in a box! and there are tubes coming out with squeeze pumps at the end. if you pump one, it gives the fetus a heartbeat. squeeze another and it breathes. There was a letter and apparently I had had an abortion and this was my unborn child. I leave the room to go check on Sam. on the way I run into my step father and he tells me that they aren't going to help Sam because he isn't even supposed to be here. if he was here that means he ran away from the army and so they won't help him. END
#3 - There is a whale that lives in the earth. I have to wake it up. I go to the foot of a hill and start singing what seems to be the song of a humpback whale. the hill becomes a large mushroom as it emerges and then it is a whale coming out of the earth and flying into space. before it leaves I have to send a message with it. I run down the hill and into the University Center. Sometimes I slow down and I'm trying to run but my feet aren't touching the ground. I have to stop. calm down. breathe. On the way through the UC, Jaebom Park (wtf?) stops me and asks where I'm going so fast. I apologize and keep running. on the other side of the UC, I have to put the batteries into the message transmitter. except the batteries are really sailor hats and they have to be strung on in some special way. a man in a long dark coat is supervising me and when I get it fixed he points the message transmitter at the moon. He points out to me that if we put it on the moon, other people can see the message. and I look up and my cursive handwriting is scrolling across the moon. he says that it would freak people out so lets just send it into the blackness of space. END.
Finals are over. but I'm taking one intersession class over the next 4 weeks. Japanese Zombies. some of the material is almost pornographic.. I'll try to make is quick work.
I leave tomorrow for vacation. Snowboarding in Colorado!! WOOT!!!
Cheryl Lee Sparkling
- 14 years, 4 months, 17 days ago
