Tears…

There is a misconception that I am strong…unwavering…weightless
There is my mental equilibrium… I cling to it… blindly…
Logical reasoning prevails in all things, but faith is the only thing
That blindly keeps me sane…

I force myself to be strong… for everyone else… mediator, meditator
They need me, they overestimate me, they see strength with no bounds
But I am weak, probably weaker than they are, but I can only run
On spiritual adrenaline for so long…

The world does not want to be loved… to be loved is a frightening thing
No one likes what they can’t understand…I understand… blindly…
No one needs anyone else; it is the greatest misconception…
That a single person is truly important…

There is a misconception of immortality… humans are weak
We are too soon to forget… because remembering is too laborious.
We make ourselves numb, because soma is easier than having a conscience
Our flaw is ignoring our own ubiquitous unimportance…

Unknown "Magnificent One" Thirsty - 16 years, 2 months, 23 days ago

Only the Empty Remains


Only the empty remains, after the unholy rain, forget and forgive
Those passions again. I can never forget if I am forced to forgive…
These misremembering echo again
I’m lonely, alone, afraid and forgotten… and
Only the empty remains

Only the Empty remains… after the acidic downpour of rain
The minions of oblivion mingle and resurface and I can do nothing
To stop their hollow echoing
I’m tired, unstable, fragile and forlorn… and
Only the empty remains

Only the empty remains, ripping my empty in twain
The obvious conclusion to nothing… is nothing and I can do nothing
About the nothing that does not exist.
I’ve lost my will to fight back… and
Only the empty remains.

Unknown "Magnificent One" Thirsty - 16 years, 2 months, 23 days ago

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Unknown "Magnificent One" Thirsty - 16 years, 4 months, 22 days ago

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Unknown "Magnificent One" Thirsty - 16 years, 4 months, 22 days ago

I'm headed up to VT for the weekend... at least till Sunday morning. my Uncle and Aunt just had a baby girl... Going up to see her... awwwww....
Unknown "Magnificent One" Thirsty - 16 years, 5 months, 4 days ago