FUCK INANIMATE OBJECTS THAT GET IN THE WAY OF MY VEHICLE CAUSING ME TO HIT THEM! It jumped out in front of me, I swear to god (the cement thinger that sits next to the gas pumps. It's barely knee high and serves absolutely NO FUCKING PURPOSE).

Day 2 of no marijuana smoking. Hence why my mood is a bit on edge. Normally, after hitting something random as such, I'd go smoke a bowl to calm my nerves. But nope, I held onto my streak and I STILL haven't gotten high. Ok, to most this might not seem like a big thing, but when you spend your life doing something bad and you finally stop it, it really is THAT BIG A DEAL. Whatever.

Hope everyone is doing well. I know I don't go on this or do much on it, but I still check back almost every other day. So drop me a line if you want to be thumbed or just want to say what's up :o)
Unknown "Sapphire Dragon" Hurt - 16 years, 25 days ago

Well, what's new?

-Single
-Going to Israel next month (HOPEFULLLYYYY!!)
-Getting too stoned too often, it's really messing up my Chi but if I said I wasn't having fun, I'd totally be lying
-Helping a friend come out of the closet to homophobic friends, I hope everything works out for him, he's a real good person
-Made amends with an old friend
-Got my girl cherry popped this week, more fun than sex with a guy? It's possible, but I think she's just amazing at everything

Life is good. I'm just real tired and working on getting my priorities in order. Sorry I've been so out of touch lately. *Thanks to those who shop at my store, sorry I haven't done any commenting or thumbing but I'm never on here for longer than 5 minutes usually.*

Anyway loves, I hope all is well with all of you. Drop me a line and tell me what's up! :o)
Unknown "Sapphire Dragon" Hurt - 16 years, 1 month, 17 days ago

...My temper got the best of me and I ended up hitting him in the face. Oops. I'd be lying if I said it didn't feel UH-MAY-ZING.
Unknown "Sapphire Dragon" Hurt - 16 years, 2 months, 2 days ago

This rant is about Respect.

Bottom line, if I respect you and how you feel about something, you can respect me in return. There's no reason ever to disrespect someone who doesn't deserve it.

What sparked this??:
I'm at Scotty's right now. This guy starts making cracks about homosexuals and he wasn't kidding around. I got REALLY pissed and rather than hit him like I was about to launch up and do, I told him (more politely than I give myself credit for) to shut the fuck up. I'm sitting here shaking and seething.

He sits here saying I won't hit him because I don't know him. Actually, I'm more likely to take a swing at someone I don't give a shit about. The reason I didn't is because of my anger issues. I don't want to start shit at Scott's because I don't want to disrespect his house and if I start IDK about me stopping. He already has a facial injury and really that's what stopped me from hitting him. It's like hitting someone with glasses.

I just can't stand someone who generalizes about people and disrespects others that they know or don't know. Fuck. I need this cig.
Unknown "Sapphire Dragon" Hurt - 16 years, 2 months, 4 days ago

So I've decided to give up my single-hood....

Shit with the ex didn't work out, but around the same time he and I started visiting each other I met this guy Scott at a party. We've been hanging out ever since and we click really, really well. It's pretty cool, we both gave up the player card lol.

I've started drinking a bit again. I got out of control this weekend so I need to take steps back from my drinking. It sucks but whatever, I'll be better for it.

Along with a check-in, I do have a rant.... (see next tale, this one is a doozy).
Unknown "Sapphire Dragon" Hurt - 16 years, 2 months, 4 days ago