How is it that you can feel guilty when you know you did nothing wrong?
Unknown "lushkun" Rabid - 15 years, 5 months, 15 days ago

Why is it so hard to tell the truth to the ones that know and care about us most and so easy to spill the truth to people we barely know?
Unknown "lushkun" Rabid - 15 years, 6 months, 27 days ago

Sometimes I remember the darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go and never looking back
And never moving forward so there'd never be a past


If I could change I would take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all my shame to the grave...
Unknown "lushkun" Rabid - 15 years, 7 months, 10 days ago

i want you to know that's it's a little messed up that i'm stuck here waiting at times debating...

Unknown "lushkun" Rabid - 15 years, 9 months, 6 days ago

Telling the truth should feel good right? Well I feel like crap now for telling the truth. I know I shouldn't feel bad about it but I do. I guess what I should really be feeling bad about is for doing the things that made the truth what it is. I don't feel good about what I did but I've already put it in the past. Now that I've let it out I hate seeing how it has affected those involved. It really makes me regret telling it.
Unknown "lushkun" Rabid - 15 years, 9 months, 16 days ago