well thats about my recent experiences i guess ill go deeper and further back in to my past.... i dont really remember anything much till 7th grade.. so nod nod ill start there lol.
it all started once a upon a time in 7th grade... when i was still wondering... what 'love' meant... in fact.... the more i experience it... the less i know... i always thought... i knew it all.. until i learn that the more i know it... the less i know it... the one who u call perfect might make you the saddest.. while the worst gf you would ever have... makes you the happiest/luckiest guy alive... where is the logic.....in that? and i still ponder.. but skipping back to
8th grade.... i miss most of the people... either dont talk or talk very limitedly... however the 'kicking the ball incident' is worthy of remembering and the 'hug' it was certainly weird... as the first person i hug was not my first gf... but my second gf... after that... i think i started to know more about love... it was until i reached college that i totally became clueless..and just simply lost...
being part of the 'soccer,' 'tennis' team primary... it really helped me stay fit.. haha... also gave me the personality of 'hating to lose' as most people know... ill do what it takes to win... even if its 'taking off my shorts' (against la salle).
Anyways... ive been through tons of being dumped... in one way or another... and i really have to thank aZ for sticking through me... i know ive done a lot of things thats out of the 'normal' such as ..............(you all would know) but hopefully it can all fit in to a 'laundry basket' or maybe ill type a better story after i drink a 'flaming lambo' but since im still a normal guy ill just stick with 'baileys.' from going to the so-net tourneys to keep the name alive...
what im proud of is... creating this clan... and after 6-7 years we are still strong... and growing in numbers....thats why i believe in this... "friends are forever... girlfriend may come and go..." and as we always stated... we started as competitive gamers but we slowly evolve in to what everybody wants...
a family. a strong niche! =) go homo's =) =)
*today we have a friend that........ did not make it through....i wish for us to send him a prayer... to Julien... we pray*
our group been through a lot... 'toronto' 'sea front' and other countless, pointless, pokering, food moments... we all had our times when we had to endure... and other when we enjoyed within this group... but what doesnt kill us only makes us stronger...
*i would wanna put more stories out... but... just like johnny walking in to a window... we are all laughing in our hearts and enjoying our moments..*
as for the gfs that ive had... not for them i wont be who i am...i guess they were really my enlightment...I use to be a angry lil boy... as most of you know... well part of it still lives in me... "dong wu" however... i use to be uncontrollable.. haha.... however... as most people would know
im just a innocent...positive kid.
and... as my 21 year resolution it is to stay that way
till it is my time to mature and become old... =)
some people say... if i focus on my academics i can do well.. but lifes way to short... and academics are way to pointless id rather 'play' with you in one way or another... DOTA, CS you name it! its been wonderful...
Unknown "Roccie" Sparkling
- 16 years, 11 months ago
