I've found a new way of thinking lately that I hope will change my life in a good way~

"Don't forget to Live"

I was such a worry wart about missing a day of school or going on random trips with friends that I don't feel I was enjoying or even LIVING life...I would stress out about such little things that I don't know how I got by before O_o but now I'm getting better thinking "Will this really matter in 5 years?"

Two people that I knew in the past month have died, their lives ending suddenly with no warning. It made me think carefully about my life. "Do all the things that I worry about really matter?" "Am I happy?" It really turned my mind around in my head. So now I try not to worry about these things and try and look to the future in hopes of my dreams, take risks, and laugh at my follies...

*sigh* life is really about living, and those who are too scared to will regret it later...

[alissa]
Unknown "Aly" Frisky - 16 years, 7 months, 15 days ago

Sorry I've been away for awhile....starting school took up ALL my time...good luck with anyone who is in school! :D
Unknown "Aly" Frisky - 16 years, 10 months, 13 days ago

Why is it when you want something so bad...it's seems to far away? "A watched pot never boils" they say...but my patience is fading...it's hurting...I wish I wouldn't think about it b/c it's makes me feel more lonely and morose...I need a distraction. Maybe that's why I keep myself so busy with projects and people. I'm such a deep feeling person...others are probably the same, but are afraid to allow themselves to feel that way...and in that sense...I'm alone. Maybe someday I find someone who wears their heart on their sleeves as I do...or someone with enough courage to do the same. Someday...

But for now it seems I need to be patient and find more distractions that keep me smiling to cover the loneliness I, as well as the rest of the world, feels...

[alissa]
Unknown "Aly" Frisky - 16 years, 11 months, 7 days ago