sometimes, late at night, i begin to think of what my friends' lives would be like without me. [no this is not a suicidal note.. more of a philosophical one.]

how would the way they live change? would they cry everyday after i was gone? or would they bend their head at the funeral, only to get wasted later that evening? would that boyfriend/girlfriend die of a broken heart, or would they move on and marry someone else? would your [then] enemies repent and try to make amends with those around them, or continue in their errors? would the atheist chose to follow God as a means of comfort? would the devoted one leave Him because He took her friend?

i know that when i'm gone, i won't feel anything.. but it's strange to wonder how those around you would feel..
Unknown "Balls" - 16 years, 7 months, 24 days ago

today's the first day i might potentially be working with the new store manager.
i'm so not excited.
i sincerely do not enjoy my job anymore. :/
anyone know of a place that pays well that has flexible hours
in the kent/covington/renton area?
Unknown "Balls" - 16 years, 7 months, 27 days ago

i hate my job.
if you hate yours too,
thumb me?
Unknown "Balls" - 16 years, 8 months, 19 days ago

so i totally think i ROCKED my english paper.
and the mimic poem that we had to do.
and despite the fact that i brought up zero facts about the poem's arrangement,
i still think i did okay on it.
hopefully, i can maintain that B+/A- i got goin' in there!
Unknown "Balls" - 16 years, 8 months, 22 days ago

IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY-FOUR HOURS AND IF WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED! WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR TALE .. YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE.
Unknown "Balls" - 16 years, 8 months, 26 days ago