I have never in my life been hurt so bad as I was today. Here I sit at 5 am on Wednesday morning, crying unable to sleep yet again.
A friend so I thought, boy was I wrong. To yell at me and say those horrid things. I will forgive you but never forget the awful words you said to me.
You blame me for the loss of your best friend all because he couldnt handle me talking to you. It was my fault your ex girlfriend dumped you and you were unable to spend your sons birthday with him (which is today). for days now you have treated me badly and I have put up with it. Thinking you were having a rough time. I stood by you as a friend.
Then, you turned on me. Laughing at me for the awful trauma I have recently suffered. You told me I deserved what had happened. Why must you be so hurtful. Did someone hurt you so bad in life that I must take their wrath?
to me we are special, I love you and always will. But as you have plainly put it to me...I am to "f" off and die. Never to DETTMA!!!
Because I care about you i will do as you ask...why? Not because I want to but because you want me to.
I love you, my friend and you will be sadly missed
Shannon "Princess Sparkle" Cheeky
- 15 years, 11 months, 2 days ago
