I paid my cell phone bill.
Yep.
Believe it or not, this is a fairly exciting thing for me. I mean, I don;t find the act of paying a bill that exciting in and of it self, but rather the wider implications of it. For the first time in a long while i fell like I'm on top of things. School is actually going well, I'm not drowning in petty debts, and I actually have some free time to waste away on whatever i feel like.
All in all, I'm happy; like consistently happy.
Yes, there are still bumps in the road. I live in a world in which i have to interact with other people, and deal with a million other variables. I'm not trying to say that i don't like people or something like that. that would just be dumb. I'm just saying that people are complicated. In the end, that's probably a good thing.
Feeling good feels strange. My past could probably explain this in that I've always had highs, and lows. Lows were low, and highs were way higher than they should be. Everything just is the way it is right now, and I'm just happy with it. I like this.
I think things are really starting to pull together for me and it;s great.
This concludes what might be my first ever content note/blog/ramble thingy.
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Unknown "Elmo" Calm
- 16 years, 9 months, 4 days ago
