sorry for getting back so late..I was at a party ;p I know u wanted to talk.. yeah.. I know the feeling..
dont be so hard on urself woman!!! its part of life really, have faith and have hope! the saying "practice makes perfect" it goes for EVERYTHING; YES! EVEN LIFE ITSELF! so if a stranger like me can believe in U.. why cant U?! I know U can do it ;D ur beautiful/ young, u have time on ur side to get it right! ya heard! haha SO CHEER UP BABY! really, ur actually better than most ppl. bc u've got a quality that most ppl. dont have already.. u might be wondering what that is.. well.. u can admit ur own imperfection and faults.. not everyone is willing to do so.. therefore U R HUMBLE ;D STAY UP AND KEEP UR CHIN UP DEAR! :D