Why is it that when I caused your pain I find my own cheeks stained purple? Even my heart arrhythmia is no comparison to how heavy my heart feels now.
I wipe of the tears and sit evasively. I gaze down at my feet wondering how did this happen?
I never ment for it to go as far as it did, it was selfish and I didn't think about what my words would do to you. Once I realised, it was to late. Now there's no safe place to rest my head for the world is shaking as a result of my words.
I found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind. I don't deserve to be there because I cant stand the person staring back at me in the mirror.
You don't deserve this and I fear I'll never see your face light up again.
Wrighting this isn't doing me any good and I'm just wasting your time.You're losing faith and direction and I wonder what use is it to you whats on my mind...
Unknown "Liefling" Adored
- 15 years, 9 months, 12 days ago