Pointless Wishes

I wish I was there
Or I wish you were here
Either way, we're not together
I can't fight back the tears

I gave you my all
You gave me your none
As quickly as it had started
You made sure it was done

I gave you my soul
I gave you my heart
You laughed in my face
You tore me apart

I'm left here alone
Only memories of you
Wondering which ones are fake
Wondering which ones are true

I guess it doesn't matter
What's done I can not change
Though I wish we would have worked
Happiness with you is out of range

What happens from here
Fate has not yet revealed
But thanks to what you've done
My heart will now be sealed

May 7th, 2008
Unknown "My Rob" Tender - 16 years, 2 days ago

Rain In The Night

Why does the sun no longer shine?
Why does it always seem to rain?
Why do the flowers never bloom?
Why is it like this again and again?

Why does the rooster not screach in the morning?
Why does the owl no longer coo at night?
Why are expressions of only pain and sorrow?
Why is there no relief at all in sight?

Why am I forced to lay here alone?
Why do I always wonder what next to do?
Why must I crave for all these things to go away?
Why must I always crave for something new?

Will I ever see the light again?
Will I hear the birds sing once more?
Will I ever smell a flowers essence?
Will I ever smile down to the core?

Will I ever find the serenity I need?
Will it ever show its face to me?
Will I win this race I've been running for years?
Or is that just false hope in the distance I see?

May 8th, 2008
Unknown "My Rob" Tender - 16 years, 2 days ago

All of my tales are either poems or songs that I've written. I put them online not so people can steal them and claim them as their own, but rather because I wish to share them. I'd say give me a thumbs up if you like them, but rather, give me a thumbs up either way! If you like them, tell me, if not, don't lie to me about it. BTW, Sorry for any spelling errors...
Unknown "My Rob" Tender - 16 years, 3 days ago

Escape

How do I escape this hell I'm in
How do I crawl out of my skin
How do I replace all of my hate
How do I get rid of all of this pain

How did I get here and how do I leave
And go to a place where people understand me
Is there a place in heaven, hell, or right here
Probably not, not after all of these years

So what do I do
(I feel I'm dying)
What do I do
(No use in trying)
What do I do, where do I go
To get my sanity back, will I ever know

Why is it everyday I feel I'm losing my mind?
Why do people betray me almost all of the time?
They think about themselves and nobody else
They don't understand that we all have our own hells

People don't understand that life is just one big game
And ultimately, in the end we're the same
There's no winners, just losers, yet no wrong or right
Cause in the end, we all lose the final fight

So what do we do
(We're all just dying)
What do we do
(Why keep trying)
What do we do, where do we go
To get some sanity back, very few people know

What do I do
(I know I'm dying)
What do I do
(No more crying)
What do I do, where do I go
To get my sanity back, I don't think I'll ever know

September 01, 2006
Unknown "My Rob" Tender - 16 years, 3 days ago

My Thoughts

I think about you all the time
I think of what used to be
I think about sleeping in your arms
I think about waking up with you next to me

I think about kissing you again
I think about holding you tight
I think about how happy I was with you
I think about how you made everything alright

I think about the pain I’m in
I think about how I want to cry
I think about where I am now
I think about how I’m living a lie

I think about telling you everything
I think about you wondering if it’s true
I think about trying to make you understand
I think about how passionate I am about you

Robert J. Scott

February 2, 2007


Unknown "My Rob" Tender - 16 years, 3 days ago