You Can't Believe

You don't believe what you're seeing.
This horride fate you're forced to witness.
Can't bear to hear they're screaming.
You can't look at this murderness.

All, will, die before me.
All, will, cry in suffering.
All, will, hate and love me.
All, will, love murdering.

This is what you'll learn, and you will never forget.
This is how you'll die, and you'll always regret.

You stare at me in horrer, as I defile rotting corpses.
You stare at me in horror, as I kill without mercy.
You stare at me in horror, as I love the bloody carnage.
You stare at me in horror, as I defile rotting corpses.

I teach you me ways, as I torture you.
Naked and ashamed, you can't bear it.
You hate and love the flesh, I force you to chew.
Starving, you're forced to eat your own shit.

Hating dead bodies, loving to torture.
Hating to masturbate, loving cum on your face.
Dying to rape again, loving the unnurtured.
Sadism your only guide, blood you love the taste.

You stare at my in wonder, as I defile rotting corpses.
You stare at me in wonder, as I kill without mercy.
You stare at me in wonder, as I love the bloody carnage.
You stare at me in wonder, as I defile rotting corpses.

You don't understand yourself, the changes you've made.
All you know is you love the murder, and sadistic rape.

My desciple, have you forgotten.
My promise to you, and all that are now rotting.

All, will, die before me.
All, will, cry in suffering.
All, will, hate and love me.
All, will, love murdering.

This is what you'll learn, and you will never forget.
This is how you'll die, and you'll always regret.

written time: 10/02/07
posted time: 2/11/09
Unknown "♥ Poptart " Gloomy - 15 years, 2 months, 25 days ago

i am dedicating this satanic/comical poem to my most closes friends.

Satan Build The Doomsday Machine

Drifts of smoke and darkness surrounds,
broken souls scream without making any sounds.
Even the rulers have their furious fists bound,
they follow the words of the one wearing the black crown.

The Lord of Darkness watches his minions slave and toil,
the weapon they build will destroy all of creation.
The vile light ones promise his plans will not be foiled,
his heart is black.......his name is Satan.

The pitiful humans scream and cry of their innocences,
pleading for a second chance.
They try what they can to win favor in his eyes,
they even try cutting themselves, and performing the Holy Satanic Dance.

But all of this to no aveil, for the lord will kill till it stings
He uses his weapon perfectly, with the accuracy of a true king.
The killing is like life for him, every soul is a new ounce of power.
And with this power he creates more destruction, making every soul cower.

At first they didn't understand, too much chaos for comprehension.
But then they realized what was happening, and how they had all fallen into deception.
"Everythings wrong, everyone's going to die," a fat man said.
"Satan build The Doomsday Machine and now everyone's dead."

Not expecting the unexpected, no one knows the dark lord's plans.
No chance for escape, the humans are killed as they raise their hands.
But then the king turns around, turning the weapon on his own clan.
The desciples run away in horrer, as they are quickly reduced to sand.

Fire seeps and swollows into his mind.
mutilating the fat man and any of his kind.
Purging everything until theres nothing to find.
Dwelling on nothing, breaking all binds.

Breaking the oath.
Sorrows for both.
Absolutely no hope.
The light ones can't cope.

Forever nothingness.
Forever emptyness.
Forever..............

Satan's perfect destruction complete.

written time: 10/29/07
posted time: 2/10/09
Unknown "♥ Poptart " Gloomy - 15 years, 2 months, 26 days ago

i am dedicating this death metal song to every asshole-closed minded-pathetic-stupid-waste of flesh-shit bag that i have even seen, heard or had the displeasure of ever coming into contact with.

The Feast

The dead bodies, are all right beside me. i lay with ones i have killed.
The stench is rising, the feums start to blind me. i will feast until, i'm filled.

After the feast, i leave for the hunt, of flesh, of meat, of blood.
i search the streets, for the lonely ones, grab them, beat them, their face eats the mud.

Take them to my house, rape beat and torture.
Take my time with them, making pain agonizing.

The darkness, reveals nothing. In this peacefulness, of my home.
The innocent, have paid for my pain. i stripped their flesh down, to the bone.

Blood on the walls, guts on the floor. Intestine in their mouths, mutilation of a whore.
Breasts in a bag, cum in the eyes. Ribs broken up, i've eaten all their thighs.

Uterus rip, and masturbate with it. Oral rape, the tongues horride fate.
Uterus rip, and masturbate with it. Oral rape, the tongues horride fate.

Eating their cheeks, eating their lips.
Eating their feet, eating their tits.

The darkness, reveals nothing. In this peacefulness, of my home.
The innocent, have paid for my pain. i stripped their flesh down, to the bone.

The dead bodies, are all right beside me. i lay with ones i have killed.
The stench is rising, the feums start to blind me. i will feast until, i'm filled.

written time: 9/22/07
posted time: 2/09/09
Unknown "♥ Poptart " Gloomy - 15 years, 2 months, 28 days ago

O how I wish
I could die right now
just so...I'll stop FUCKING BLEEDING EVERY NIGHT AND EVERYDAY OF EVERY FUCKING MOMENT OF EXISTENCE!
WHY FOR HOURS I LAY MOTIONLESS IN A WORLD EMPTY BROKEN LONELY BLACK SUFFOCATION OF SORROW AND SADNESS!
WASTED!
SOULLESS!
HOPELESS!
ENDLESS!!!!!!
its all over for me now...
Unknown "♥ Poptart " Gloomy - 15 years, 3 months, 5 days ago

Ok so this is my Underoath style song.
I believe it was one of my the first songs I've written, so it's particular special to my.

Vomit On Yourself

Have you felt dispar like i have? Can you heal the scares you've given me?
You're so innocent yet so dangerous. You don't see the puke you're created.
I hate knowing and not speaking, I hate this life, i dread it.
Is it so impossible for you to understand what this will be?
Others don't believe i know where this is heading.

Living without dying, dying without ever knowing what its like to live.
There's a time for everyone to wake up and i'm not coming to.
I have something broken inside of me, the more i hate it, the more it gives.
It made sense before, but now it's out of control, out of control.
This everlasting pain is taking its tole.

As the devil whispers in your ear, you love it. Love dawned.
Something tells you otherwise, and you despise it. Hate spawned.
I forgive you, but that doesn't fix anything at all. I was just a pawn.
Can't you feel how death is moving, circling around you?

Vomit on yourself. Vomit on yourself. Vomit on yourself. Vomit on yourself.

Watching silently, you're just watching silently, as you sit on the ground.
You try to stand firm, but you keep getting pushed around.
It's too complicated for me to know what you feel like, but i know its not good.
I'm trapped, you're trapped, we're trapped in this eternal situation, i'm not good.

As the devil whispers in your ear, you love it. Love dawned.
Something tells you otherwise, and you despise it. Hate spawned.
I forgive you, but that doesn't fix anything at all. I was just a pawn.
Can't you feel how death is moving, circling around you?

Vomit on yourself. Vomit on yourself. Vomit on yourself. Vomit on yourself.

Written Time: 1/23/06
Posted Time: 1/29/09
Unknown "♥ Poptart " Gloomy - 15 years, 3 months, 8 days ago