so i needed a job. . . go figure, i guess buying expensive clothes with no money isn't that efficient. so i applied to a couple places. AND I GOT A JOB AT PANERA!!!!!!!!!! i think this is probably best suited for me. not restaurant, not just coffee shop, but both. . . ish. :) it'll be fun! and i get paid!
Unknown "My Girl" Seductive - 16 years, 8 months, 28 days ago

i am finally off to florida for a week!!!! i can't wait to spend some time on the beach getting back my italian tan. leave me some messages.
love god love people,
jessie
Unknown "My Girl" Seductive - 16 years, 9 months, 21 days ago

Unmemorable Death
by me(Jessie)


This Death

Is only a memory

For the terrible Angel,

The deadly bird,

Left and ecstasy of pain:

Rapture from a single butterfly.

Ripped flesh framing

A secret world of blood

Is abandoned by a protective Angel.

Losing my secret:

Mine was not a wish that could be granted.

With an anguish of loss,

They beat their wings trying to escape,

But time stands still

And the world is gray,

Without a snapshot of emotion

It feels like death:

Where I am flying now

As time passes, but nothing happens.

Memory erodes,

Nearing tears, not knowing why,

Controlled chaos,

Almost silence.

Searching my memory,

But the world has fallen away;

Time, lifted me out of this day in desperation,

Put my heart into hers

Incase I lost it again.

I am living in a state of holding breath

Where Time,

Nor Place,

Nor Chance,

Nor Death,

Stole the joy of clinging to this dying moment.
Unknown "My Girl" Seductive - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

dance. love. sing. live.
god bless <3
Unknown "My Girl" Seductive - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago

Lord, you said once I decided to follow You, we would walk side by side through life, but when I needed you most, I saw only one set of footprints in the sand. The Lord replied, "I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints it was then that I carried you."
Unknown "My Girl" Seductive - 16 years, 9 months, 26 days ago