ouch got a headache today and it hurts >.< christmas is almost here yay at least thats what i should be thinking. nothing but spending money and what happened to staying at home and spending with family...not that im one to talk but oh well lol people are living to fast to enjoy much anymore
Unknown "^BLOND^" Tired - 15 years, 5 months, 11 days ago

finally i can say that theres snow on the ground Yay!! most ppl hate to see the snow fall but i love it although i hate the cold its always pleasent to see the world outside your door covered in white. it just seems so pure and innocent to my mind
Unknown "^BLOND^" Tired - 15 years, 5 months, 12 days ago

should i enjoy my time on earth
shall i daydream of a time of rebirth
to me it seems
everyday is a long dream
pain and sadness
emptyness and sorrow
are the downsides to every happy time
you have to understand that
there is no light without the dark
Unknown "^BLOND^" Tired - 15 years, 5 months, 12 days ago

Inner Critic Dialogue..

I am an avid reader but i close out the world with books,
I am smart but dont always speak my mind so I seem dumb,
I am a risk taker but I'm always afraid of taking too many risks,
I am an artist but afraid other people may dislike what i create,
I am a poet but dont always make sense when i write one,
I am a thinker but dont always say what i think,
I am a puzzlesolver but let others solve them before me,
I am a good writer but dont trust others to read what stories I write,
I am a listener but dont always remember what i just heard,
I am a counselor to others but not everyone
Unknown "^BLOND^" Tired - 15 years, 6 months, 3 days ago

going home in a trance
trying to not cry in advance
need to get home tonight
then you can cry out of everyones sight
in the comfort of your own bed
wishing someone would comfort you instead
Unknown "^BLOND^" Tired - 15 years, 7 months, 2 days ago