so i've been struggling lately. but things are getting better. i lost zac and travis within the last week. i never said goodbye yet. but to help with this, i am writing a small memoir about me and zac's little bit of time together. travis on the other hand, i never was close to him so i don't know how to cop. but a am getting through. my mother also quit her job. i'm in debt.... but thats normal for any college student.

on a great note: tyler and i are back together. ever met someone you just couldn't stop loving? he is the cheese to my macaroni. i can't help but love him. i don't even have to say it to him, we both just know. he's my best friend and i love him.
Unknown "tempting" - 16 years, 9 months, 16 days ago

2nd day of school.... i hope i can make it..... college was cake yesterday. but my knee hurts like a !@#$. i fell asleep at around 8 last night and woke up @ 2:45 this morning... weird...

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Unknown "tempting" - 16 years, 10 months, 12 days ago

happy new year my pets! i hope it will be a great one. mine was kinda blah, not bad, but just blah. they way i'm looking at it is that it can only go up from here. and i am very excited.
Unknown "tempting" - 16 years, 11 months, 2 days ago

so ive been sick for a week now..... and now i havent been able to sleep. i hate the holiday season.
Unknown "tempting" - 16 years, 11 months, 14 days ago