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~The Truth About My Life~

The last time i felt my innocence i remember myself sat on the floor hidden behind the sofa wearing nothing but porcelain skin and true happiness to be a typical six year old playing with dolls. As i remember darkness soon falls upon me showering me with an eternal nightmare i can never seem to escape from.
The living room was dimly lit , deathly quiet apart from my little giggles as i play with my dolls. Heavy breathing soon disturbs me leaving me feeling disturbed and the smell of how i will always remember like a fusty old smell , that i really do believe should belong to the ground.
I remember everything that happened or i think i can remember everything, but i know i remember too much.

It was my grandfather stood there leaning over me like a giant with demands to "play" with me and the threats that all my family will die if i do not. He also stated the fact that everybody would hate me in the entire world and be calling me names full of hatred, it would be in the papers, i would never escape from it, it would make me wish i was dead.
So there is the six year old me sat there watching pornography, animal farm to be precise, i will never forget the mound beneath hid trousers that constantly arose like a beast waiting to pounce on its prey. How is an innocent little girl supposed to understand what that was and that it was all so wrong?
(tears well up in my eyes now)
How can a trusting family member do such a thing like this, making his own grand-daughter perform oral sex on him and even recording it all on camera.
That man is a very sick man and when i finally found some strength to let the truth come out, all evidence surprisingly was gone, i searched his house so desperately to bring him down.
But he did admit to his wrong doings after alot of arguments and denial, that battle was won, he moved out of town.
For years since it all began i wished he would die a slow painful death and alone, that dream i must say has come true.
He now has stomach cancer, he lays alone in London, a pensioners home for men only, the doctors said he would die in two-three days, that was six weeks ago and still counting.

I know it felt wrong but i was so scared and i could not even tell anyone about it as i was so worried that i would lose my mum and dad; and the fact i did not want to be hated by the world full of discust chasing me down like a witch to be burned.

So the shame, pain and hate lived and still lives with me, but i hold such a strength to move forward but i just do not know how, its like i need an angel to come to me and show me the way so i can finally find peace in my life and let go of this tension.
I never told anyone about this not even my parents for twelve or thirteen years, i just held on to this box full of black gloop that grew so big it was like a piramid in front of me blocking my way.
Till i learned how to kind of mask it over by covering it with grass and flowers, beautiful colours so vibrant but i know deep inside what still lies beneath there.

If i can somehow manage to find the strength to tear this piramid of blackness down, will it stay away forever, will the memories fade to just a nightmare, will the tastes and smells and sounds diminish to nothing.
How do i let go of this when i have lived with it all so long and so long by myself, friends and family unaware of whats happening inside my mind. A craving to be happy and confident and not feel nervous anymore.
I am here, i am alive, i am a survivor, and i want to live...


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Unknown "angelica" Sleepy - 16 years, 5 months, 3 days ago
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~ME, MYSELF AND SILENCE~

I've freed myself from silence
Now i've learned to speak my mind
I've burned down the barricades
That held me back for sometime

Its been quite a journey
When i think of how far i've come
I thought i was going crazy
And felt so very numb

I do feel much stronger now
It was hard though i must say
I'm glad i put my foot forward
And learned to turn over the page.

Written by myself
(copyright)
Appears in 'Body and Soul'

Unknown "angelica" Sleepy - 16 years, 5 months, 25 days ago
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~THE OLD APACHE~

The old apache rides horse-back
Along the old Indian burial ground
The voices of the dead awoken
The cries of a hawk calls rising sun
The sounds of drums play as the sun arises
And the singing voices of the Indian women
Who dance around a fire with a jingle
With the wind blowing by a jinx who stirs the air
Loss of luck that brings to the old apache
Pushed out of their home land
And always told to move on.

Written by myself
(copyright)
Appears in 'Lasting Moments'

Unknown "angelica" Sleepy - 16 years, 5 months, 25 days ago
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~THE OTHER SIDE OF HEAVEN~

The other side of heaven
Is something you never have to look at
Is the place full of silent screams
And the place that no-one sees

The other side of heaven
The place your too blind to see
The place you never have to set foot on
And the place full of fear

The other side of heaven
The place where i've been
The place which holds my tears
And the place that haunts me for years.

Written by myself
(copyright)
Appears in 'Memories of the Millennium'

Unknown "angelica" Sleepy - 16 years, 5 months, 25 days ago
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~NIGHTMARE UP ANGEL STREET~

Your selfishness cuts deep within my soul
Scarring my mind for all eternity
A deliberate touch from a ghost with a bad name
Still felt even after extinguishing the flame
The evil i can smell, your poison you should feel the shame
Its here in my eyes you'll taste my pain
The innocence i lost and will never regain
But i still carry the youth so she is never alone
The little six year old me is here at home
Forever an angel and always broken
I know i am loved and feel better now i've spoken


Written by myself
(copyright + in process of being published)

Unknown "angelica" Sleepy - 16 years, 5 months, 27 days ago
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You have been given Granny fight.
Crafted by Richard Head
Unknown "Eric" Ferocious - 16 years, 1 month, 27 days ago
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You have been given Boo!!.. Here I am...
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Unknown "Eric" Ferocious - 16 years, 2 months, 17 days ago
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You have been given Dancing and DOOM singing Gir.
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Unknown "Ace" Tired - 16 years, 4 months, 17 days ago
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You have been given breakfast.
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Unknown "Eric" Ferocious - 16 years, 4 months, 29 days ago
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You have been given Chocolate body spread.
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Unknown "Dr Hubba ;-)" MSN: john@funky-b usiness.co.u k - 16 years, 5 months, 4 days ago
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You have been given A sexy angel for you! hehe.
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Dave "My Firefighter!" Frisky - 16 years, 5 months, 5 days ago
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