My owner is the best owner one can ever have.... That is why his name shows the best Qualities of him....

M - Meaningful
I - Intelligent
N - Notorious
A - Amusing

S - Sexy
E - Energetic
D - Daring
D - Delightful
I - Insightful
K - Kind

A tribute to the most wonderful owner, friend, best friend and so much more to me. This is for you Mina. ;) You know how much you mean to me...
Unknown "my fiancée " Sexy - 16 years, 1 month, 19 days ago

I love you

I love you
I would do anything for you
I would sacrifice me for you

I love you
The more we are together
The more I want you

I love you
I am addicted to you
I need only you

I love you
I feel things indescribable when with you
I do things indescribable when with you

I love you
As my best friend which you are
As a lover which you are
And I only want one thing
To grow old with you

I love you
That I lie to myself all the time
I kill myself to grant you pleasure
I will let you use me
Over and over again

I love you
That each day I lie to myself
That if I give you more
That you would learn to love me more

I love you
As a friend and much more
For you it is different
A friend and something physical

I love you
I need you
I want you
Addicted to you
Only you

I love you
So much more than you can imagine
That I would let you use me
Physically, emotionally and any way you want
I would sacrifice myself
Just to be with you

I love you
Please help me
Show me how I can let you go

I love you
I can't think of anyone but you
No one fills my heart like you

I love you
Everything about you nourishes me
Yet when we are apart
I feel like I am dying slowly

I love you
Help me understand why this is so
Why it hurts to let you go....
Unknown "my fiancée " Sexy - 16 years, 1 month, 23 days ago

Patria Mei.

The loud voices in my calling,
Are calling out to me,
For me to join them,
In their march,
A march to help with their cause,
To protect all innocent and free.

I know it’s a calling,
One that is suppose to be my vocation,
As it is stirring from my spirit and soul,
To join them and scour the high seas,
Waiting to help give freedom,
To those suppressed their lives back.

Somehow the men dressed in uniforms,
Of blue, green and white,
Have been calling to me,
Since as long as I can remember,
I know what it’s like to be at war,
I’ve been in a few many aeons ago.

But I do not like when men come,
Thinking they own this Citivas Dei of ours,
For I believe it is everyone’s right to be here,
Dei made us and in here we dwell together,
It is all our patria mei,
So I do not think wrong the old saying,
Dulce et decorum est pro patria mori.
Unknown "my fiancée " Sexy - 16 years, 1 month, 25 days ago

Untitled

All is silent as dusk falls,
Slowly darkness encroaches......

In the Realm of Darkness,
Most have fears laying there,
But that is not the case for me,
In the Darkness I see clear,
In it lies my Strength.

Darkness,
He is so intriguing,
Calling first very subtly,
Then Louder and Louder,
Till all I can hear is his voice.

I am not afraid of Him,
For he might be Dark,
But I see right through Him.....

I know He is intrigued by Me,
Taken by my Boldness,
Swept away by my Strength,
But the real question.....

What does He want from Me?
Unknown "my fiancée " Sexy - 16 years, 1 month, 25 days ago

Untitled 2.

In the dead silence of the night,
Glinting on the shelf of the wall,
It’s shaft a bright white,
Glowing and calling my name.

The bright white light,
Reflecting off the cold hard steel,
Across the hilt studded with tiny jewels,
Still on the wall it calls my name.

Slowly I approach the wall,
Looking and admiring such a beauty,
The cold hard steel so perfect in the darkness,
The name it utters in the darkness is mine.

Somehow it is now in my hand,
I try to put it down but can’t,
Without comprehension of what is going on,
I feel the steel on my skin.

As it crosses lightly on my thin wrist,
A red color comes forth where it has been,
I drop the knife and just look at it,
The red stain flowing all over.

In the silence of the night,
I slowly pass into the unconscious,
I wake to find myself in a white room,
With all around me looking upset and worried.

They come and comfort me,
Not what I need at all,
Why didn’t they abandon me,
Maybe it is what I want…….
Unknown "my fiancée " Sexy - 16 years, 1 month, 25 days ago