Okay, now im not afraid to die alone. You see i once couldnt be alone, but now i just fine. You see im a hopeless romantic, i have been told this by several girls. And looking back they are right. I was always there for the girl, but it seemed to me she was never there. I wish i knew what to do. My roomate is a complete asshole, but every other night he is sleeping around with girls. Hell he even got his girlfriend into a threesome with another girl. He said being a asshole is the only way. But i know there has to be another way, there just has to be. I mean if treating girls wrong is the only way, then i dont want to be a asshole
Unknown Lonely - 17 years, 18 days ago

tonight was one of the loneliest nights of my life. i mean one i am surronded by 2 couples that are happy together. And all i can think about is how badly i want that. i mean i want someone that loves me the same way i love them. Someone who is wanting to stay up all night watching movies at home, instead of going out to some club. I want someone that will look me in my eyes and say i love you. I guess these are just wants, things i dont really need to survive. But just laying beside someone in bed, holding them close. Making sure they felt loved every last second. I guess im just losing my mind. I mean if i was to find someone that would be like that then fairy tales about princes finding there princesses, wouldnt really be a fairy tale would it.
Unknown Lonely - 17 years, 1 month, 28 days ago