Come let me intoxicate you
Whispering all the pretty words you want to hear
I reflect in the mirror as I put on my pretty mask
and all I can think about is that you never look past
Did you see me bleeding on the floor
I was just easier to ignore.
As long as I kept the smile on my face
It didn't matter that all i wanted was for you to finish the job
Just break me
I crave blood
dripping down my skin
I need pain
to erase what you did
you taught me hurt is the only love thats real
Its the only think i know to how to feel
Read these words and say nothing
you can't fix whats already broken
DOn't trust me i'll be the one to break you
Impluses I can no longer ignore
cured by the touch of your arms
don't love me,
I just want to be suffocated

Unknown "Miss Mya" Growling - 16 years, 8 months, 2 days ago

I've got to admit I'm being swollowed up whole

This pain inside no longer willing to be contained

Chaos creeps in the door right behind you

Im caught off guard.

The spotlights caught me without my mask

I stand before you naked and exposed

I'm broken and bruised and covered in dirt

I hold my breath as I wait for you to leave

All the screaming voices point out my flaws:

I'm an addict, I'll never fully trust, I like to fuck

I scream then break things with no explanation

I love to watch blood flow and sometimes I cry when I'm alone.

I'm a sucker for a good line

I wear these masks to hide how fucked up I really am on the inside

I fall fast and hard and for the ones that will hurt me

I get drunk and say the wrong things at all the wrong minutes

I sleep around when left to my own devices and single.

I build walls around myself just to see if you'll care enough to take them down

I say all I want someone to hold me, the truth is, i just want someone to stay.

So standing here exposed I've layed it all on the table.

I turn my back at the sound of your foot steps and the tears start to roll.

You exit stage left with a click of the door.


Unknown "Miss Mya" Growling - 16 years, 8 months, 2 days ago

I quit walking on your egg shells for the first time today.

You cross these invisible boundries and I close the doors

I think you liked me better when i just smiled and ignored it all

What is something lost that was never really found

I screamed and screamed and tried to show you but you never heard a sound

Red flags flying all around my face

I know better than to stay and play your game

But what can I say, I'm addicted to the pain.

I gave you one, today was two and next time i'm out.

You'll turn around to pick me up and notice your china doll is gone.

Unknown "Miss Mya" Growling - 16 years, 8 months, 2 days ago

You asked me to write a song about you but I don't know where to begin

So many things we've both locked away inside, sometimes i wonder if we're even friends

Somethings always drawn us together in ways I don't understand

I'm stuck swimming miles off shore with no sign of land

Waves of confusion wash over me again pulling further out to sea

As I float here I wonder if tonight you'll dream of me.

Or will it be as I guessed

are you unzipping anothers dress

I'm sinking here wishing you would come to pull me back to shore

Yet I wonder if i can wait for you to save me anymore

Your lips and finger tips are just enough to keep me alive

But something in the air between us causes a failier to thrive.

For every moment of pleasure I feel 3 of pain

And my tears refuse to be hidden by all the rain

You could be the one to make me break

My hearts on the table for you to take

Will you be my forever

Leaving now might just prove your clever.

Will you leave me at the first chance

Love looks so easy at a glance

Set me free or hold me close

And I'll sit here and stare at my Sorry I fucked someone else rose

Unknown "Miss Mya" Growling - 16 years, 8 months, 2 days ago