And I touched you, and you told me to stop. And I hushed you, and you said it hurt. And I pried your fingers that had gripped my hair, and I pet your cheeks and kissed your lips, and you said no more, and you said please stop. Your screams made my heart clench, but I continued, and your hands pained my back from the claw marks they left, but I held you close, I won't let you fall, you are mine, to play, to tease, to torture, to love.

You said you wouldn't leave, that you were mine forever and a day.

You promised... Who gave you the rights to leave me... who gave you wings to fly away, above the clouds, while I'm stuck on the ground.

You promised.
I lay a rose down on the ground.
You promised.
I touched the picture of you dearly.
You promised.
I ran the blade across my flesh.
You promised.
Wait for me, love. I'm coming.
Unknown "Davon" Intrigued - 16 years, 5 months, 27 days ago

Mine
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My life, my heartache,
my burden to bear.
My soul, my wisdom,
my sin to commit.

My heart, my saviour,
my will to despair.
My mind, my lonesome,
my blood to befall.

My Fate, Destiny.
Mine to sacrifice.
My Choice, my Path.
My destruction.

My Hope, My Loss.
My Silent Night.
My Life, My Death.
My painful goodbye.
Unknown "Davon" Intrigued - 16 years, 5 months, 27 days ago

Nothing
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There is nothing, ashes and dust,
There was no love, all was just lust;
Silent whispers of sweet nothings,
Never true to one's real feelings.

To lose something, never once was,
Belonging to none, yet is lost;
Something given, a broken heart,
Bloody roses, exquisite art.

The bitter trail that laced my arms,
Once there was pain, now all is numb;
No tears, no cries, an empty shell,
Nothing left but the past I dwell.

Never my place to ask for more,
Never my wish to take this fall;
I chose to bind my heart and soul,
But never joy over sorrow.

These sightless eyes shall see no more,
These dry, cracked lips shall speak no more;
These bloodied hands shall touch no more,
These ragged breaths shall sigh no more.

Come from nothing, return to nothing,
Bound to nothing, wish for nothing;
Feel for nothing, bleed for nothing,
To be nothing, I am nothing.
Unknown "Davon" Intrigued - 16 years, 5 months, 27 days ago

Tell me
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When the rain falls, you would cry,
Tell me baby, tell me why;
Why do you look up to the sky,
And then my love, you would cry.

I ache to know, I wonder so,
Please tell me love, I've got to know;
How to stop that endless flow,
That fall from your eyes and turn to snow.

Oh baby, please, tell me love,
Tell me, teach me... Let me in.
Oh darling, I'll hold you tight,
And then I'll whisper,
I'll whisper good night.

Now I look, and your face is dry,
And then my ears, I'll hear a lie;
Maybe I was wrong, it's just a sigh,
But you, you never told me why.

And at night, I'll hear you creep,
You think you're silent, that I'm asleep;
But in the moonlight, I'll see you weep,
And it hurts me baby, it cuts me deep.

Oh baby, please, tell me love,
Tell me, teach me... Let me in.
Oh darling, I'll hold you tight,
And then I'll whisper,
I'll whisper good night.

Tell me why, why you'd cry...
When the rain falls, from the sky.
Tell me, teach me... Let me see.
I'll hold you tight, I'll keep you safe.
But now no one,
Will whisper good night.
Unknown "Davon" Intrigued - 16 years, 5 months, 28 days ago

Sometimes, it does not take extraordinary courage, just a little jump, to make all the difference, and perhaps, just perhaps, it is worth it.

But some times, the chains that bind you to this world are far too great, and these times, you really wish you could just step back, and fall...

You could not, you have duties, you have chores... Why do we live, when one day, we will all die? Why do we laugh, when with laughter, we would also cry? Why do we seek comfort, when we know agony is just round the corner...?

Are we sadists? Masochists?

Or maybe we just have our little paradise, there, right there, in our minds, in our hearts... After all, when you live, when you love, when you die, when you hate... It is all worth it, Heaven, Heaven can wait.

-Inspired by 'Insanity is Paradise', masterpiece of one (and only) Arcacia
Unknown "Davon" Intrigued - 16 years, 6 months, 5 days ago