why oh why does having a boyfriend suck ass?
Unknown "Squirtle Fungus" Calm - 15 years, 4 months, 28 days ago

Last night I had a dream that I was pregnant and in the hospital. Instead of a bag of saline solution or something like that, I had a bottle of red wine taped to my arm with the IV line running straight out of it and into my veins.
I think it was supposed to be Johnny Depp's baby...someone mentioned something about Sweeney Todd coming by in the dream haha. I wish I had Johnny Depp's baby. Damn.
Anyway. That was kinda weird.
Unknown "Squirtle Fungus" Calm - 15 years, 6 months, 15 days ago

My birthday got a little better towards the end of the night when I finally got some green.
Then my awesome boyfriend came over. He's so sweet and loving....and he brought over some offensive horror movies. Swoon. He makes a lot of my days better.
It just sucks when you have to tell everyone not to give you presents, but instead give you money in a card so you can put it towards bills.....I didn't even get a cake. Instead I used that money for tampons and dog food. HA. Oh well. You gotta do what you gotta do....
Unknown "Squirtle Fungus" Calm - 15 years, 6 months, 21 days ago

It is now technically my birthday.
And it officially sucks.
I'm opening the bottle of Kessler again. Meh.
Unknown "Squirtle Fungus" Calm - 15 years, 6 months, 24 days ago

It's my birthday in 4 days. I'm not really that excited. I don't have anything planned. I want to go to Bent River, maybe....but that would only remind me of Alissa and then I would probably cry in my beer. :D No, serously....I just doubt I'll have the money to do much of anything . Maybe I can talk someone into filling up the sentimental growlers? That would be lovely. Other than that, I will probably just sit here and watch a movie with the boyfriend...Urg. I do not want to be 26.
Unknown "Squirtle Fungus" Calm - 15 years, 6 months, 27 days ago