i am now on here and trying to figure my way around..... i loves me kitty! hehe.... she's the best in the world.... i don't want anyone else.... just her.... i call her most of the time just to leave a message and usually i go to sleep soon after....

i have no idea, sometimes, about handling anything really..... sometimes i'll lie and tell you i'm fine when i'm really not.... i've only just recently become more conceited about myself, thanks to my kitty... people tell me i'm cute and now the answer is mostly "yeah, i know...."

anything depressing will come later....

oh... and for people who think they gives good advices.... especially these people that think they is helpin my kitty....

following your heart is the most important thing you can do. if your heart tells you to be with someone and trust them and love them, then do it and take that risk. you can't do what these advisers say, because they are not your heart. it is you that will decide if you are going to take that leap of faith..... it is you that will decide your own fate.... if you fall and realize you were wrong, it's on you.... not on them.... if you fall and are stuck there at the bottom, you must lift yourself up and dust yourself off and learn from the experience..... none of what happens is their business..... yes, you can tell them this is what happened, but they do not need to stick their noses in the middle and say "you need to do this... you need to do that...." when what you really need to do is follow that heart that beats in your chest..... that heart is there not only to pump the blood through your veins, but to help you make the decision that will best benefit you.....

now's my time to go....

ciao....
Unknown "Manda Baby" Unwell - 16 years, 1 month, 9 days ago