PAIN

Ever felt pain that hurts?
Like cutting on your skin to let out the worse.
OR somebody literally stabbing you in the back
When they promise it will be alright after you know its not.
How bout people who kills for fun?
They know what happen so they tried to run.
When you think you know somebody well,
Then all of a sudden they put you throu HELL!
Then when you think there is nothin to live for
You cut out the pain through the suicidal doors.
So when you feel pain from any of these
TRUST ME!!!!
One day your goin to feel pain like never before
Unknown "sexy jess" Naughty - 16 years, 3 months, 12 days ago

Most ppl on here just looks at me and just see a 19 year old girl.... i may sometimes look innocent (lol) but im not. Behind my looks of happiness i hide my shame of sorrow.... i have be on my own in this world pretty much since i was 14. my mom and dad divorce when i was 13 and my mom remarried when i was 14.. from then to now i have so much hate toward my step-dad, so that is where it all went down hill i have gotten kicked out of my own house at the age 14.. ( i know that sucks right!) So i have been a jumper ( incase ya'll dont know what that is- i didnt stay in one place very long so i jumped around ) After a while i finally got to come back home for a little bit .. then again me and my step-dad gets into it again.... so there fore i have gotten kicked out for more than 7 times till i was 18. Now im 19 i still have trouble gettin comfortable in my own home while hes still alive but i love my mom and my little sister that i want to be part of their lives still no matter how much it hurts me im not leavin.. im a fighter for my blood but i will kill him if i have to
Unknown "sexy jess" Naughty - 16 years, 3 months, 19 days ago

DEATH--poem

Death comes before me, tearing me apart.
If im not careful I'll be lost apon the stars,
But do not fear me, for I will not hurt you.
So quiet that I can't dare to say.
But if you would like to be curse by my appearance
then dont bother to ask!
Death comes before you, crawling in your skin, so painful
you cant bear it. But slowly each day our life is being taken away,
Before you know it our life has gone to sleep..
So for ever more we shall sleep in peace........ 4- NOW!!!!
Unknown "sexy jess" Naughty - 16 years, 3 months, 19 days ago

Suicide---- (poem)

mommy, when i went to school today
the kids all laughed and stared..
they made fun of my clothes mommy,
and the way i wore my hair.
i asked them if they would stop mommy,
i begged and pleaded and cried
but it only made them laugh harder mommy
it was tearing me up inside....
I tried to anwers a question in math mommy
but i got it wrong..
they told me i was stupid mommy
they told me that i was dumb..
why is this happening to me mommy?
did i do something bad?
why do they treat me like this mommy?
why am i always so sad?
why cant they understand mommy
that i have feeling too..
why do they abuse me mommy ?
why do they think its cool?
i cant take it anymore mommy
its gone on way to long
they treat me like im different mommy
they say i dont belong..
the pills are in my pocket mommy.
i wonder if this will work
i hope i die quickly mommy
i hope it doesnt hurt
please dont feel guilty mommy
tell daddy that its not his fault
please tell my big sister mommy
that she helped me out alot
im sorry i must go now mommy
ive taken the pills
im starting to get dizzy mommy
im starting to get ill
please pray for me mommy
pray that the angels will take me away
please ask God a favor mommy
that with him i always will stay
ill miss u alot mommy
ill miss dad and my sister too
i want all of you to know mommy
that im sorry and i love you


Unknown "sexy jess" Naughty - 16 years, 8 months, 8 days ago

Unknown "sexy jess" Naughty - 16 years, 8 months, 16 days ago