"Looking For Angels"

Going through this life looking for angels
People passing by looking for angels

Walk this world alone try to stay on my feet
Sometimes crawl, fall, but I stand up cause I'm afraid to sleep
And open my eyes to a new day, with all new problems and all new pain
All the faces are filled with so much anger
Losing our dignity and hope from fear of danger
After all the wars, after settling the scores, at the break of dawn we will be deaf to the answers

There's so much bigotry, misunderstanding and fear
With eyes squinted and fists clinched we reach out for what is dear

We want it we want, we want a reason to live

We're on a pilgrimage. A crusade for hope
Cause in our hearts and minds and souls we know

We need it we need, we need more than this

Going through this life looking for angels
People passing by looking for angels
Walking down the streets looking for angels
Everyone I meet looking for angels

So many nations with so many hungry people
So many homeless scrounging around for dirty needles
On the rise, teen suicide, when we will realize
we've been desensitized by the lies of the world
We're oppressed and impressed by the greedy
Whose hands squeeze the life out of the needy
When will we learn that wars, threats, and regrets are the cause and effect of living in fear

Who can help protect the innocence of our children
Stolen on the internet with images they can't forget

We want it we want, we want a reason to live

We represent a generation that wants to turn back a nation
To let love be our light and salvation

We need it we need, we need more than this

Going through this life looking for angels
People passing by looking for angels
Walking down the streets looking for angels
Everyone I meet looking for angels

I became a savior to some kids I'll never meet
Sent a check in the mail to buy them something to eat
What will you do to make a difference, to make a change?
What will you do to help someone along the way?

Just a touch, a smile as you turn the other cheek
Pray for your enemies, humble yourself, love's staring back at me
In the midst of the most painful faces
Angels show up in the strangest of places

Going through this life looking for angels
People passing by looking for angels
(We need it we need, we need more than this)
Walking down the streets looking for angels
Everyone I meet looking for angels
(We want it we want, we want a reason to live)

Angels show up in the strangest of places.......
Unknown "Cupcakes Angel " Loving - 15 years, 12 months, 4 days ago

- - - - - ~ Let Go ~ - - - - -

Hey you, look what you do to me
You bend and you bruise me
Why you try to control me?
But you don't know me
How come you just want to hurt me?
How come you just want to push me?
I can't ignore you anymore
Cause everywhere I turn you
You burn me, you break me
You always want to take me down with you
What do you want from me?

I don't wanna be afraid, I don't wanna run away
I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take
I'm never gonna be the same
I threw it all away
I don't want to be here fading
Just let go! (look what you do to me)
Let go! (look what you do to me)

Hey you, look what you do to me
You burnt and you scared me
With all that you tell me (but I don't listen!)
You love me, you hate me
You always want to take me down with you
What do you want from me?

I don't wanna be afraid I don't wanna run away
I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take
I'm never gonna be the same
I threw it all away
I don't want to be here fading
Just let

You kept pushing me
You keep using me
You keep twisting me
You keep breaking me
You can't have me anymore
You can't have me, let go!

I don't wanna be afraid, I don't wanna run away
I don't want to be here fading it's more that I can take

I'm never gonna be the same
I threw it all away
I don't want to be here fading
Just let go! Let go! Just let go!
I don't wanna be afraid
Let go! (I don't wanna run away!)
Just let go! Let go! Let go!

Unknown "Cupcakes Angel " Loving - 16 years, 1 month, 3 days ago

~ As Your Voice Fades ~

Somebody please tell me
what am I suppose to do?
you died and I'm here
thinking that I hear your voice,
but it's somebody else
it's always somebody else...
Why did you die?
Don't leave me please
I beg you God tonight bring me peace
I'll never sleep without
the dreams of you alive here with me
the brightness left your eyes
as I held your face
don't tell me it's the right time
and your last words will sustain me
until my end...until I see you again
white words (your life) evade me (but a moment)
I'll wait to (I'll cling to) remember you (forever)
and what you had (your words) meant to me (on my blood)
could never be forgotten
the chains (why) of death (don't take)
are falling (away), but my heart still bleeds
it longs for (why) the day (did you die)
when we will be as one.....
Unknown "Cupcakes Angel " Loving - 16 years, 1 month, 27 days ago

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong,
but she still sleeps with her light on, and she acts like
It's all right on, as she smiles again her mother lies there sick with cancer,
and her friends don't understand her,
she's a question without answers,
who feels like falling apart.
She knows, she's so much more than worthless,
but she needs to find her purpose,
she wonders what she did to deserve this and..

She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out,
'Cause everytime I fall down, I reach out to you,
and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out,
I'm asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

Have you ever felt this way before?
'cause I don't wanna hide here anymore.
Take me to place where nothing's wrong and thanks for coming, shut the door.
They say someone out there sees us,
Well if you're real then save me Jesus,
'cause I've been here for far too long.
I wasn't meant to feel alone.

Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about
Unknown "Cupcakes Angel " Loving - 16 years, 3 months, 4 days ago

I am all around you and i see
Everywhere you see i am everything
You believe

If the stars don't shine tonight
And tomorrow forgets the light
Hold on. hold on to Me.

You are loved completely
You mean everything to me
You will always be here with me

If the stars don't shine tonight
And tomorrow forgets the light
Hold on. hold on to Me

With everything you have
Hold on to me.
Don't be afraid i'm here to stay

If the stars don't shine tonight
And tomorrow forgets the light
Hold on. hold on to Me

If your hope is running dry
And your dreams have waved goodbye
Hold on. hold on to Me.

** I want to dedicate this to a very dear man that I know. A man how loves me for me and nothing else and nothing more. Thank you for all the love you have shown me and always being there for me in my time of darkness.**
Unknown "Cupcakes Angel " Loving - 16 years, 3 months, 11 days ago