The most important thing you should know about me is I try to live my life to the utmost, with the uttermost passion. I burn myself out knowing that at least I am aflame, lit. That's how I want to be and that's how I will be for the rest of my life, hopefully, until I finally burn out permanently. I will love and care about you fiercely if you deserve it, but if you do something to betray either, I---I won't hate you. I don't hate anyone. I don't want such negativity. I will just ignore you and seal over memories of you and put them away in a place very deep inside me, a place very cold.
Other than that.
You can find out the rest :)
aim: shadowdstarshine
msn: munchiekins@gmail.com
izallgewd@lj
(warning: i WILL block perverts)
About you:
if it seems as if i don't care, the chances are that i don't.
if it seems as if i do care, the chances are that i do.
petting policy: I may pet back once or even twice if you pet me. After that, please say something or leave me alone. Thank you :)
"Hello" my dear, your hair's everywhere Hiding your face, are those tears on your cheeks? your wrists are so thin, you look so weak.
"How" I wish I could hold you, Has no one ever told you How you of all people deserve Love, and happiness, and joy; You were never meant to be some boy's toy.
"are" you listening to me, can you hear? I can't speak these thoughts, but I am here. I wish you'd look up, your eyes were so clear; You never smile anymore, what do you fear?
"you?" and me were never meant to be but you were never meant to be unhappy you're so lost in yourself, you'll never see a way to get out of that place, you don't even try an escape.
"Fine."
Ding. Stephanie FLoving
- 16 years, 1 month, 13 days ago
excuse me for a moment
i just need to step outside i just need to break out i just need to breathe
things are getting too close for me, things always matter so quick, too quick, too much
so excuse me a moment
Stephanie FLoving
- 16 years, 1 month, 15 days ago
well? does this sound like me? :P
You are Strength
Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.
This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.
FlattenedCake
"Joe's Cakie :)"Lazy
- 15 years, 6 months, 14 days ago
Paromita
Playful
- 15 years, 6 months, 19 days ago
You have a really cool store. :)
Stephanie Noel
"American Face "Courageous
- 15 years, 7 months, 7 days ago
and thanks for the compliment :D:D:D:D
FlattenedCake
"Joe's Cakie :)"Lazy
- 15 years, 9 months, 7 days ago
finally could open that page. somehow it looked better on ur hand than on the model's ._. and theres no hot topic here. awww ): singapore sells boring stuff. GAH!
FlattenedCake
"Joe's Cakie :)"Lazy
- 15 years, 9 months, 7 days ago
