i just realised something today.

i drink myself into oblivion because i dont have the guts to handle my life. drink is dutch courage.. thats why.. alright?!
Unknown "Licky's Licker" Sparkling - 15 years, 10 months, 18 days ago

Ok, so the end of the year was abit rubbishy because my friend's girlfriend hates me and my bestfriend's guts for some unknown deluded reason. This resulted up as my bestie and I spending the night on canvey, which was probably WAAAAAAY better than going to some stupid house party where everyone has a girlfriend and is super boring.

anyway, this girl i'm gonna write about is a sour faced trog who, i think, will probably shatter if she smiles.
i call her face ache and my friend calls her the thumb, because she has no facial features and her head is shaped like a thumb.
i've done nothing wrong to this girl, i dont even know her that well, but if i've seen her somewhere, I've always been polite and said hello and tried to make general pointless chit chat to keep everyone else happy.

But, one night, we went to our local, and my mate refrained from telling us that the girlfriends were coming along, and the whole night was full of silence, and stares, or in the thumbs case, looking at the ceiling all night.

My point is, you can never be friends with a guy who has a girlfriend!
the other point is, the guy in question has also been telling us, his friends, that he hates her and that she always has a go at him for no particular reason ect ect 666 psycho girlfriend or is he being a douche?

anyway. faceache (is now what i call her because her facial expression 24/7 is like she is in pain.

i just feel so much better for doing this, at least then i can get an outside view of what you lot think about this situation!

xxx

Unknown "Licky's Licker" Sparkling - 15 years, 10 months, 19 days ago

Unknown "Licky's Licker" Sparkling - 16 years, 14 days ago

song lyrics because youtube is being stupid!
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even
Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her 1st
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
I'm falling to pieces
They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even
What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
One still in love while the other ones leaving
I'm falling to pieces
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven
Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm trying to make sense of what little remains
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.
I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up and your ok
Oh glad your okay now
I'm falling to pieces

Unknown "Licky's Licker" Sparkling - 16 years, 19 days ago

Hey You Special People!

So its Wednesday now, Obama just became President! Hopefully he will keep his promises! to be honest, I'm not really interested by what goes on, i just take each day as it comes :)
I should really vote for a Prime Minister, but I dont, I've heard how hard it was to get women the right to vote yeeeeeeeeeeears ago but i just dont see the point. I think we should all drop our clothes, quit our jobs and jump around in the rain, sit under trees and sing songs all day every day! it would be alot better than these wars and ressessions!

hmmm... i dont know what else to type here other than i am extreeeeeeeeemely bored and tired, and just want to curl up under my desk and snooze.

xxx
Unknown "Licky's Licker" Sparkling - 16 years, 20 days ago