POEM'S OF HOW I FEEL AT THE MOMENT I WROTE THEM.
Unknown "Angel" Confused - 16 years, 3 days ago

laying here no light,no love for it's to bright,the darkness has my sight,i cannot see somthing i can no longer be,i cannot see the horror that consumes me. inside of me is somthing i can't controle,i'm trapped in here ,in a place built on fears,where the river is my tears ,floating there i lay,this is me you see i can't controle today,to speak no word's can i say,to move i cannot walk away. how can they do this controlling my life,making me get into so much strife,fading am i now,into the background,the shell of my former self,the place where i'm alone, no one can ever join me,in the dark i am drowned by my own hand,in the river of blood i existed till i passed through like sand.
Unknown "Angel" Confused - 16 years, 3 days ago

i'm feeling so sad,my thoughts are making me mad,i can't expresse it,the peices just dont seem to fit,i just have so much,i just can't cope,it's so hard every day i just feel like letting go,all the things that happen to me it's just so hard i wanna be free.
Unknown "Angel" Confused - 16 years, 3 days ago

i feel so weak,i knew in my mind i had to eat,dinner time comes "roast chicken" tonight,as i see the plate it is a sicking sight,i make up a lie"not hungry mum keep it for later and i might have some,my body's still weak,but all i see is a fat fucking freak,my bones poking out so sore i cant sleep,to take away the pain i cut, n cut,in my mind i know one day i will cut to deep,until that day i will hide my pain,but my mind will allways be overcome with shame.
Unknown "Angel" Confused - 16 years, 3 days ago

i wish i could fly,then maybe i'd stop getting so high,i let out a sigh and wonder why,my life turned out so bad it makes me cry,maybe i just did'nt try,maybe i gave up cause i knew i could'nt fly,maybe inside it was best to die,so tomorow i will awake and wonder why,or maybe i should just fucking try.
Unknown "Angel" Confused - 16 years, 3 days ago