A path that she refuses to take is new to her
She has seen what she has been searching for
But dares not to take the journey to get it
Is it the fear of the strength of the love
Is it the calmness that comes with love
She not ready for any of the disappointments
Is afraid that she will be a disappointment herself
She is afraid that she will mess up
She is afraid that she will lose him
Along with him she is afraid to lose her heart
It was given to him to protect and nurish
Its not that she is losing it and him
Its that the journey is so scary to take
But she wants to take that step towards love........

Lovesonly "BamBam" Unwell - 15 years, 7 months, 29 days ago

Life is not as it seem
But is as it was
For we have come to a point
In time were the life we
Worked to live has been changed
to the life that we've run from
For we are ever presently moving back
To a time that we worked to move from
So now the past is present
And the future, its is unseen
Lovesonly "BamBam" Unwell - 15 years, 7 months, 29 days ago

A beauty not seen in the eyes of her lover
Has come to full bloom
Open to the house of life and searching in its rooms
For the love she is afraid she missed
Over looking it in all it's glory
For she past it up not knowing
That the love she seek to find
Would be lost to her in time
To the world that she had forgotten
One full that, that she had left in the past
For knowing that it would not last
For tonight she was just a thing
Used for a simple mid-night fling

Lovesonly "BamBam" Unwell - 15 years, 9 months, 2 days ago

A love that she wishes to love
Is not hers she wants it for
It run deep and is pure for
Her love is pure and needs purity in return
She craves it for it love is part of
Her and without love she is torn and
She well I look for that pure love in You
Lovesonly "BamBam" Unwell - 15 years, 9 months, 2 days ago

As I open my mind and take the time to succeed.
Do I open my heart and give it a chance to bleed.
Not sure of where I might be headed.
Just knowing I have not reached there yet.
For I have yet to break a sweat.
For I have come to a time to realize.
That this a white mans enterprize.
Was yet in still a vision in my young mind.
For I have yet to see a time.
Where whats his and hers is yours and mine.
Again I have yet to see a time.
Where black young men have stop to take the time
To independently make-up their mind.
To show that this is our time to succeed

We as blacks need to stand up and stop blaming others for the state we are in
Lovesonly "BamBam" Unwell - 15 years, 9 months, 3 days ago