I promised you I woulnd't cut, Because you brought me happiness,
You never promised me though, That you would stay at my side
I wanted so badly, To just dissapear when you left, And I wanted so badly,
To be in your arms I closed my eyes shut,
And thought, That maybe if I shut them hard enough,
I woulnd't be able to feel anymore pain It felt like hours,
Just sitting on the floor, Crying in my hands,
Wishing something would save me
Deep inside I knew though, That nothing and nobody could help me now,
There was no one to live for, And I was certain I wouldn't be missed
Now, I'm stading by you, Crying at my coffin,
I would say I'm sorry, But you can't hear me
But you should know now, I am sorry I broke my promise,
I am sorry I didn't say goodbye,
I am sorry for the pain I'm putting you through
But, I am not sorry for leaving, Because now I can't feel the pain
Unknown "San" Curious
- 15 years, 10 months, 25 days ago