|
|
|
“Is this life for real or did I invent it to distract myself? Sometimes I feel like I know everything that is going to happen…and I have fun while I wait for it. Is life really this, just an eternal waiting of nothing at all? What I want is so simple that it becomes complicated. Sometimes I have a strange feeling that there are two different girls inside of me: a desperate one, that cries and thinks she won’t make it, and a calm one, that looks at her and just laugh, with a gigantic peace inside because she knows that, even though I’ll keep falling and learning, everything is going to be ok in the end. If life really is a puzzle, maybe it’s not time yet for me to find the piece that’s missing in my life. Maybe because the fun part of the game is the challenge of looking for it. And, sooner or later, the pieces of our puzzles are going to fall together. I want someone that makes my life easier. And also harder. Because that’s what love is about. It’s worthless to think that everything about love is a piece of cake. Enough with the fairy tales. Real life is much better. And our story is our responsibility."
 | |
|
|
"The minutes pass by fast and I’m dying inside. Nothing seems to make sense. I write to forget. The words are running away from me. I keep remembering us: every relationship has its own dictionary. It’s funny! Cheesy moments of love. I miss it. Weird day: everything seems to happen outside. Inside? Only silence. I miss the words. I miss you. I miss myself before meeting you. Today, everything is just a memory of my soul. And my heart is about to go crazy because I know something was really right about us. But I’m not sad. I’m feeling kind of a warm happiness. I gave you my dream and I forgot it belongs to me. But now I grew up. I’m a different person. Maybe I’m still the same girl, but with a different look. I’ll keep your taste then (may I?). I’ll keep your nice smell and our songs. I’ll keep our story, deeply saved in my heart. You’re always going to be the love of my life. And today I came to say goodbye, because it’s necessary to end something in order to let new beginnings happen...I need to find the other love of my life, in the stage I’m living now. Great beginnings. What’s about to come along...I don’t know yet. But I’ve always believed in happy endings. I confess I still belong to you, but would you mind giving me back to myself?"
Unknown "sexy brazilian"
- 16 years, 9 months, 20 days ago
| |
|
|
"It doesn’t matter the feeling, to feel it is what matters. To translate the heart in words and don’t let them stuck in our mouths, desiring to get out. Even in a crazy way, those words are alive. They show what I am, what I’ve lived. Afterall, life is meant to be lived and then translated, in order to make the fugacity of the heart eternal through the words that come out of us."
Unknown "sexy brazilian"
- 16 years, 9 months, 20 days ago
| |
|
|
THIS IS A TOAST.... TO ALL THE LADIES.. FOR THE MEN WHO HAVE US, THE LOSERS WHO LOST US, AND THE LUCKY PEOPLE WHO WILL MEET US PS: Thanks to a pet friend, that had this in her profile. I loved it!
Unknown "sexy brazilian"
- 16 years, 10 months, 2 days ago
| |
|
|
EMOTIONS... No matter how awesome being single might be, deeply I think that this “meaningless relationship style” routine is too empty. Maybe we live looking for that special person that will make we feel butterflies inside of our stomach. Maybe not. Maybe we’re alone because we want to be. In my case, it’s neither of the above. My heart is on vacations...it went somewhere to get healed and it hasn’t come back yet. It’s funny how things are. You’re sure that you’re ready to start it all again but when a breathtaking look come and change your life you find out that you need a lot more than cute eyes to really make you fall in love again. You need to have yourself back. Entirely. Because it’s not fair to give only parto f yourself to someone else. I don’t like crums, Don’t like halfs. I also don’t like people that are satisfied with half of someone. Nothing is too much when the world is mine. I want either everything or nothing. I don’t know how to feel it if it’s not completely. I’ve always been the kind of person that says “I love you” first. I take the risks. I’ve always preferred to be honest, no matter if it meant to make a fool of myself . I want that, if someone is with me, he really acts like he’s with me. Even if it’s just for a moment. Even if he changes his min don the next day. I don’t like the idea of living cheap stories, one-way romances. I just want in my life people that are really brave to face their feelings, no matter what. People that aren’t afraid to say what REALLY goes on in their hearts. Because that’s who I am, I have a very active imagination, and I can make mistakes – and apologize for them without any kind of difficulty –, cause I’m totally willing to say “I’m sorry” whenever I give only half of me to someone. When my heart becomes whole again I’ll let you know…but I don’t really know if there is a way of finding out when or how this is going to happen (or if it has already happened and I haven’t noticed yet). It’s going to happen in an unexpected way. Just like when it got broken...while I don’t know, life must go on...and here I am, ready to let myself get in danger again, cause I’d rather get hurt then not living at all.
Unknown "sexy brazilian"
- 16 years, 10 months, 3 days ago
|
|
