Last night I googled the name of my Mother and this is what I found...
MARGARET ROSE DATE OF PASSING: APR 14, 2018
When we are born some of us have the good fortune of being born to good parents and then some of us don't. What my mother did to me was unspeakable and although I do shed a small tear for her passing I can not bring myself to grieve for her. I tried for many years to have some sort of relationship with her that never worked out no matter how hard I tried. I came to the conclusion that some things are just better off left in the past where they belong. I come from a long line of alcoholism, neglect and other forms of abuse and my parents probably had no business having any children of their own. As a result of this they made my life a living hell and in some ways I still feel the affects of this to this day. So goodbye Mother.. I am sorry that you were abused... I am sorry that you were not strong enough to stop that cycle with your own children. But let me tell you Mother "I was" and "I will" continue on to be stronger than you ever were!
They say if something doesn't serve you well Your soul, Your mind, Your well being Then it is time to let it go... Life is too short I've actually never been on any site before where I've felt so unwelcome and so unapproachable save for a couple of people who have been very kind to me. And to my owner Theo who always lifts my spirits with his beautiful comments and messages ~ You are here my friend as I press my hand to my heart.
Maybe I'm just getting tired of all the "superficial" And this is not the place for me anymore ~ I am ready to leave. I have been for awhile now. I may pop in from time to time....or not S O U L S H I N E"♥Soulshine♥"
- 21 days ago
“The real hopeless victims of mental illness are to be found among those who appear to be most normal.
They are normal not in what may be called the absolute sense of the word; they are normal only in relation to a profoundly abnormal society.”