M.A's devour your life O.O
I love kink (i'm a pretty major submissive) and music and writing and reading and watching tv...food omg i love food. I love exploring new places and travelling. It's the sense of adventure and discovering something new that drives me. Anyway if you want to know more about me, just take the time to talk to me and it'll all come out in time. But like...actually talk to me. I can't be the only one trying to keep the conversation going.
People. Everyone. And more people. Seriously.
If you're interesting I want to meet you.
Everything is on fire Who sets their thermostat to 26?? Riven "Masters <3"Tired
- 3 months, 25 days ago
rant time because i havent been here in forever and why not?
So I had a rough patch / falling out with a friend and it's been causing me a massive amount of stress lately. So in short, she wants a relationship and I do not. There are times when we hang out and things are great buuuuut then 3 days later she's tearing my throat out for (insert random reason here). Basically the relationship has grown toxic and I find I'm happier when we don't interact. That being said....she's prone to suicidal tendencies. And she doesn't have very many friends to begin with. So I guess I'm just worried that if I cut off all contact she'll lose her support system and one day give into her depression. I dunno. Logically I know I can't help her and she needs to go get help herself. But on the other hand, I don't know if I'd be able to handle the guilt if something did happen.
TLDR: life sucks. Riven "Masters <3"Tired
- 4 months ago
Just a status update... Been dealing with really bad depression and things haven’t been going well. Got some disappointing news again so...Idk...I might pop on but like I really need time to myself I think... Riven "Masters <3"Tired
- 7 months, 20 days ago
I had a really weird dream last night...Basically it amounted to people in my life disappearing whether because of my own actions or otherwise. That's always been a fear of mine--being truly alone. So it was a bit jarring. i'm not sure why but listening to this song has helped placate my nerves a little. God I think i've looped it over 50 times by now