I do not miss you anymore
But i long for the feeling of you holding me tightly
For i always felt safest when trapped in your embrace
Yet i know that the things i long for are deadly to me in the end
And you were and never will be different
Because no matter how well hidden
You are still the deadliest poison of them all
So in the end i must forget it all
And put together the shattered pieces of my life
In the vain hope that i might live another day
Then maybe if i am lucky i will get
One more chance to live
A life that isn't made of pain
-Maggi Olivia Gabel
7/3/2013
Maggi Gabel "Submissively Shy" Lonely
- 11 years, 3 months, 22 days ago