Doctor Who has abducted me. No, I don't need to be rescued. :)
Joshua "Kitty" Sexy - 10 years, 11 months, 21 days ago

So after my long adventure, I'm finally living in my own apartment again. I don't have all of my things over here yet, but I've started the process of getting my life back to normal. I'm badly broke, to the point I'll be picking up a second job for a little while. I have to admit, that thing seem to be starting to look really, really good for me in my life.
Joshua "Kitty" Sexy - 11 years, 17 days ago

Here's the tl;dr of what happened in my life recently.

I moved from NY to KY to live with friends, a married couple. Well, after about a month of arriving, the wife got pregnant (yay) and started getting hcG build up in her system (boo). For whatever reason, the craziness of the hormone, the complicated history, and the fact that I'm far from perfect, turned me into public enemy #1. things that were once okay, were not. I was making her uncomfortable if I talked to her. I was making her uncomfortable if I avoided her. So I started spending time out of the house. And then it was because I wasn't doing enough around the house.

While this was going on, someone was going through my journal. I suspected it for a while and then one day staged it and determined that someone in the house WAS going into my private journal. I addressed this and I was not only lied to about this, but was yelled at for possibly setting up a video recorder in my room.

Anyway, on February 4, I was told I had thirty days to leave. On February 12, I was told that all of my stuff was being thrown into the garage. During this time, I've been staying on either one friend's floor or more recently, at another friend's spare room. I've had a great number of people who have been helping me out through all of this.

(Oh, there was also an incident in which my Facebook was accessed while I was at work. One of my two friends knew my password)
Joshua "Kitty" Sexy - 11 years, 2 months, 7 days ago

I am alive. My roommates decided to give me 30 days to move out. I only just got a job so I've been stuck between work and looking for a new place. I also have been crashing at a friend's house and until today, I haven't had reliable internet access. So I'll be back and more regular on here very, very soon.
Joshua "Kitty" Sexy - 11 years, 2 months, 11 days ago

At times it is a curse, sometimes it is a blessing. I see the world in a different way. You can attribute it to my creative personality or because I'm Pisces if you wish. But, I see the world in a very strange way. I'm not perfect and I acknowledge my mistakes. And somewhere, along the line, I come across as someone who is easy to dupe.

You are wrong. I may be forgetful and absentminded, but do not think of me as a fool. For I know and I see through things better than you will ever understand. And today, you lied to me. You lied to me after telling me that lies destroy trust. And I caught you in that lie, though I did not call you on it. Because, in that, I found how much I can truly trust you.

You act superior. You act better. You act like you were the one who was wronged. And, in this all, I came to realize that you have been placed too high up in my mind. I cannot trust you as close as I once did. And while I do not fully understand from where you are coming, I have my theories. And this complicated web is untangled with cutting a single thread that I believe to be truth.

You are hiding behind lies. And it is so complicated, that you would throw me out than face your mistakes. You are beyond salvation, for you must destroy everything in order to keep what you want. You blame me, but it is not I who am to be blamed. I understand that now. I do not feel guilt here. I do not feel remorse. I feel sorrow.

I will honor your wishes. I have one foot in the door for a new place to live. And when I go, you shall be kept at a distance from me. You will need to repair the burned bridge. It will take a lot of work and a lot of time. And maybe I'll even help with some of the building. But I'd be a fool if I was going to step forward and start repairing the bridge you burned down.

I'm sorry.

(a cryptic explanation of why I'm so away right now. :( )
Joshua "Kitty" Sexy - 11 years, 2 months, 22 days ago