There are fears. Phobias if you will.
Things that scare us, make us cringe and cause us to draw back in fear.A fear of Spiders or snakes. Hieghts or going too fast. These are easily over come by the sheer willpower that each of us have. They can be stood up to. Pushed away. Even laughed at for thier meager power they hold over us. These are phobias.
Fears cause us to act irrationally. To do things out of the norm. To be rash, bold and indecisive. These fears can be as simple as a fear to fail or to succeed. Frears of the unknowen. Of what could or may not happen. But once again they can be over come. They can be stood up against. Laughed at or even burried until they affect us no more. These are fears.
But I am talking about the worst of all. The true horrors. Those which are everything when compaired to the fears and phobias that we all have. The horrors which go deep into our bones. That our minds cannot ever destroy. They grip at our hearts. They hold us firm with fear and cause us to not even move for fear of making it worse.
You can fight them, but it only gets worse. You can give in to them only to have them control your life forever. There is no coming back from these horrors.
I have seen one. And it scares me. It makes my highs high and my lows low. It causes me to reach out at the things I know to be wrong only to find I only pushed my chances of getting away further from my reach. I am powerless because I know I cannot avoid it as it sweeps across me and shrouds me in this darkness. I have seen it since that dreadful day that my life changed forever.
I am talking about my one greatest fear.
Being Alone.
My one true Horror. My living Hell. The one thing I have to endure Everyday.
- The most important person in my life.
NiteAngeles "My dark angel" Destined
- 13 years, 9 months, 8 days ago
