stop playing tricks on me,please. my heart skips a beat when i think i see u sitting at the cafeteria, walking past the faculty and then reality slaps me on the face that its just someone else...but hey...dont leave..i think i could live with the bittersweetness of it all..after all that's how u remind me best..bittersweet.
shangeetha "absinthe" Growling - 13 years, 2 months, 15 days ago

thank you for helping me, thank you for sticking around, thank you for listening and ignoring, thank you for being you..coz i miss u so much..
shangeetha "absinthe" Growling - 13 years, 2 months, 17 days ago

my days are bleak and gloomy, they tell me it will pass but i dont think thats true coz when he left i think a part of me died. he was a confidante, crush, lover, guide and most important of all a friend..a wonderful one. i hate to come back here, coz everywhere i go would have a memory of him, i keep seeing people who look him..i know he is gone, i keep telling myself that i have to let go but i swear it seems surreal. im not the only one who feels the same...i cant imagine what his family and girlfriend are going through...i wish there could be something done to ease their pain but what can i do? all the close friends are slowly breaking down and losing, we kept it together for the sake of the family during the service but the madness is showing...i have a million questions,none of them answered..i pray he is safe and in a better place. knowing him, i know he is gloating over all the attention but i know he will be annoyed soon since he is by himself and hates being alone..if my time is up,take me away..coz it hurts to stay here and watch everything unraveling.
shangeetha "absinthe" Growling - 13 years, 2 months, 20 days ago

dear english farmer,if only you knew how i feel..sighh!
shangeetha "absinthe" Growling - 13 years, 3 months, 24 days ago

i have thing for husky voices, naal beats...=)
shangeetha "absinthe" Growling - 13 years, 4 months ago