Woke up and cried, Wish i couldve died
Ive never felt this way, Your pushing me away
I hit the sun, Smoked a gun
Danced with faith, Kissed with love
Tears of death fell from above
Things that never couldve been
Im left with all ive seen
Contemplating all that wouldve been
Faces, faces that ive seen
Faces, faces where ive been
Tears are shallow, Tears are Grey, Contradicting all they say
Wish that you would go away
Here today, If not tomorrow
Killing time for you to borrow
Twist my faces beyond my skin
You have taken ALL ive been
Carols, carols bells and jewels
Suffocating me are fools
Death a bringeth, Death a come
Something else has now begun
Hand me silver, hand me gold
Broken glass is my reward
Souls of destiny, Souls of time
All ive seen is now a rhyme
Bleeding shadows, Bleeding sands
Obligate me with your hands
Bleeding fire out my eyes, suffocate me with your cries
Converting all that is nice, everything has turned to ice
Death brings flies and death brings hate
Correcting me is far to late
Spinning worlds of windless tunnels
Where "God" has stepped, Now it shallows
Rain is falling, Rain is burning, All the gods
Are all turning
Past the yonder mountains in the forest of your lies
Come again to see me hanging in the window of demise
Broken tokens of affection
As the world suffers a new infection
To watch the world get covered in black
And to never come back
Inside ourselves, you know we are already dead
So take my hand, Be a friend
Cuz in the end
Were all still dead.
JennaBabe "Lady Jen" Confused - 14 years, 7 months, 22 days ago

I didnt want to admit it, it was just easier to lie, and hide the pain and emptiness, to smile instead of cry. i didnt want to face the fact my life is full of pain, and i long to stop my bleeding heart, and maybe smile again. Cause i feel oh so forgotten, so betrayed and so alone, without trace of forgiveness, and no soul to call my own. I didnt want to admit the fact i cannot spread my wings, and my happiness has melted into tears and other things. Its hard for me to hide the fact my wishes have no home, and return to anguish, bow my head and cry alone.
JennaBabe "Lady Jen" Confused - 14 years, 7 months, 22 days ago

Theres nothing left to fill the void
My whole meaning hass been destroyed
Cutting is my steroid
The complete bottom has fallen out my world
It seems the meaning of life has just unfurled
Cutting is my world
I feel numb, why is it so wrong for me to fall?
My existence seems far to small
Cutting is my wall
Surrounding all i try to hide
All i try to divide
Im empty on the inside
Waiting for it to subside
Ill push it all aside
Cutting Is my arsenide
my ultimate suicide
My santuary
My existence.
JennaBabe "Lady Jen" Confused - 14 years, 7 months, 25 days ago