some days are ok... some days i realllly carnt cope.. what do i miss i really do miss my mum. so so so much sad 46 and typing on this site.. what for to seeif any one hears me..helps me.. yeah their is worst people off than me.. but at this moment in time their isnt.. i miss my best friend barney he was my world. look at me now i rent a room of some guy.. i have a job its crap but better than nothing.. i think i am tired of bein on my own and not havingmy own home.. i am tired sorry for being a sad person.. please forgive me xx
ray stewart "SWEETCHEEKS XXX" Adored - 12 years, 10 months, 19 days ago

its my birthday today.. 25/06/1965.. 45yrs i have been on this planet... what have i achieved nothing much... good days bad days... i think as from this day i should fcuck all the people who have hurt me.. and be a man and move on.. if i sit and dwell any more i will be 50... not many people care about people when they are 50.. sad but true i feel sad today.. this isnt a tale.. this is how i feel...
ray stewart "SWEETCHEEKS XXX" Adored - 14 years, 5 months, 3 days ago

the biggest.. bitches in the world are of the male kind.. i work with them..
ray stewart "SWEETCHEEKS XXX" Adored - 14 years, 5 months, 19 days ago

sometimes when i get depressed i get a shower and cry my eyes out till my heart hurts..then i get out and dry myself and get dressed. people ask have you been crying, i say no i got soap in my eyes in the shower.
ray stewart "SWEETCHEEKS XXX" Adored - 14 years, 5 months, 25 days ago

how can i change the world if i carnt even change myself.. how can i change the way iam.. i dont now.. i dont now..
ray stewart "SWEETCHEEKS XXX" Adored - 14 years, 6 months, 1 day ago