Laura Hutton "Carpe Diem" That'll be fine... - 13 years, 4 months, 13 days ago

Why is it that people online, people you know, just people in general only give a shit about how someone is when something is wrong? Like you go online and see a friend has posted a sad status on Facebook, first thing you do is email and ask what's wrong. I mean of course good friends see what's up when someone is down. But where the hell are these people the rest of the time? And even real life friends. They only phone you when something is wrong. I mean I try and be a good friend. I'll send people things on Facebook and ask how they are no matter what's going on. No one gives a shit about me unless I have sad/depressing status. And I do chat people up when I see they are online, but no one EVER messages me on Facebook out of the blue to see how I am doing. It's just frustrating. I want to be friends with people but I also care about my friends no matter what's going on. I don't wait until something bad happens or until they are feeling down to contact them. There definetly must be something wrong with me.....
Laura Hutton "Carpe Diem" That'll be fine... - 14 years, 1 month, 11 days ago

So imagine you're cleaning your bathroom. You lift up your bath mat and shake it. Then imagine that this hairy fellow falls at your feet and starts running around. Happened this morning. Scariest fucking thing I have ever seen.
Laura Hutton "Carpe Diem" That'll be fine... - 14 years, 2 months, 13 days ago

Been here before

Been here before couldn't say I liked it
Do I start writing all this down?
Just let me plug you into my world
Can't you help me be uncrazy?

Name this for me, heat the cold air
Take the chill off of my life
And if I could I'd turn my eyes
To look inside to see what's comin'

It comes alive
And I die a little more
It comes alive
Each moment here I die a little more

Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away

I'm frantic in your soothing arms
I can not sleep in this down filled world
I've found safety in this loneliness
But I can not stand it anymore

Cross my heart and hope not to die
Swallow evil, ride the sky
Lose myself in a crowded room
You fool, you fool, it will be here soon

It comes alive
And I die a little more
It comes alive
Each moment here I die a little more

Then the unnamed feeling
It comes alive
Then the unnamed feeling
Treats me this way
And I wait for this train
Toes over the line
And then the unnamed feeling
Takes me away

Get the fuck out of here
I just wanna get the fuck away from me
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I hate it all, why? Why? Why me?

I cannot sleep with a head like this
I wanna cry, I wanna scream
I rage, I glaze, I hurt, I hate
I wanna hate it all away


Laura Hutton "Carpe Diem" That'll be fine... - 14 years, 2 months, 24 days ago