Final Fantasy 7 - part of My Fan Fiction *will add more if lots like it*
‘Eugh!’
That was it. I had had it. Tifa was in my bed, again. Everyday I’d wake up and she’d be next to me, asleep. It made no sense! She has her own bed; she knows I’m her friend, that’s it. Yet, she never fails to get into my bed every night whether I go to sleep after her or not. I love her, I really do but...
‘Tifa, out! Seriously, do you intend to trick me into sleeping with you or something? ‘Cause it’s really not going to happen!’ I yelled.
‘S-s-sorry Cloud, it just gets lonely in there... I’m so used to sleeping near to everyone. Barrett, you, Yuffie, Red, Cid, Cait Sith, Vincent... Hell! I even miss sleeping near to Aerith.’ Tifa complained.
I decided to leave her to dwell on thoughts and left the room. Whilst closing the door, I heard her start to cry and knew that she wanted me back in there, with her, but I couldn’t, not after she talked about my first love in that off-hand way. I didn’t know what love was, not until I lost it. No one I’ve been with since has come close to the feelings I had for her... Aerith; the flower girl; the girl of my dreams. It’s my fault she’s dead. I knew it wasn’t safe but I was selfish and greedy.
I’m not the only monster behind her death, there’s one other who felt blood on their hands – Sephiroth, that evil, blood-thirsty monster. I’m glad to say that I’m the one who killed him and he bloody well deserved it! He killed so many, innocent people.
I’m trying to move on, I really am. I know she’d want me to and so would he. He was my best friend, and I let them kill him, I still struggle to remember that day. I think it’s because I don’t want to remember it. At least they’re together again, like they used to be. Zack and Aerith; they suit each other, much more than Aerith and I did. Zack would always but himself in danger just to avoid someone else getting hurt but I... I just allow others to be put in danger because I like their company. I’m such a selfish person!
Nikki Aiyana "Aeris" Cheeky
- 14 years, 11 months, 7 days ago