sorry suddenly reappearing and disappearing school is taking over like major now and I wont be on much but i will try to be on as much as I can <3 u all!
Jewel M Kingston "Gone :-(" Peaceful - 13 years, 6 months, 2 days ago

After all the time were you really worth the pain and tears? Was i just getting my hopes up and thinking you were the one? Was this experience all but a dream? Was i just a fool in love, making you force a decision you didn't want to make? There is all but silence, and all i can do is wait to see how this fate of ours turns out to be. I knew something had to be done and a break came along, and as those days pass by, I wonder why my heart still beats to your call. If i hate you why do i still have a feeling of love? This feeling won't go away and I can't fool myself in not thinking i don't like you. I don't know what to say or do, to get you back with me, back to a time when things were happier in our lives when it was just you and me, but is that just a pigment of my imagination? I want to know how we can be that close again and not have a care in the world? When it seems your world is going good, mine is crashing, none of my words seem to phase you, so i wonder do you still love me? I am part of your world, or I am just part of a world that consists of endless dreams that shows me where i should be instead of where i could be.
Jewel M Kingston "Gone :-(" Peaceful - 13 years, 8 months, 10 days ago

-If you had the chance to start over and begin again, would the risk be worth it? Would you get the chance to say those words that were locked up tight and take back what was said, would things then begin right?"- unknown
Jewel M Kingston "Gone :-(" Peaceful - 13 years, 9 months, 22 days ago

As you said no you given up, on what you loved most. Your words pierce my already broken heart and all you can do is act like an ass. What more can i say or do, to change what monster you become? It seems when you said no everything has changed, i am hated, i am the bad guy, and your acts have grown more suspicious. Its making me question what you are doing behind me back? You going to stab me in the back or you can stand by it and catch me when i fall? I am a wingless angel, and yet i gain flight through friends and not you. So show me who you really are, adn then maybe you can show me what your heart says that you cant. Make your move, i moved my pawns in place and the queen is standing still , move your pawns and move your king, we'll see what happens next.
Jewel M Kingston "Gone :-(" Peaceful - 13 years, 9 months, 23 days ago

a mistake has been made and you were given the wrong impression. I take the punishment and apologize. I like you more than you know...and to see the words you said before to make me smile to make you smile once again. Dont let go before it could happen i want you to realize that you mean a lot to me though we have yet to meet i feel like i already know you...please realize my mistake adn give me another chance
Jewel M Kingston "Gone :-(" Peaceful - 14 years, 2 months, 9 days ago